"Paano mo nalaman ang lahat ng ito?" Bungad sa akin ni Raya nang sabihin ko ang lahat sa kanila. I know that I can trust those two after working together for years.
"I have an eye." Simpleng sabi ko sa kanila, they both confused to my answers but I just shrugged them off.
"You say na pumasok ang mga magulang nila sa inang organization pero bakit sila tumakas kung ganoon?" Nalilitong sabi ni Hans habang kunot na kunot ang noo.
"And they just know that their child was alive? They even abonded those two. And what's the traumatic of that boy?" Dagdag ni Raya na mas lalong nalito.
"Simply, too late to realize what work it is." Simpleng sani ko at nagsimula nang tumayo. Agad namang na alarma ang dalawa.
"Sino ang inutusan mo para malaman ang lahat ng iyon? Paano mo masasabi na nag uumpisa pa lang tayo?"
"I have rights to remain silent. You're a hacker hans, you can knew what's the other side of the Alseiti's family."
Hindi ko na sila hinayaan pang magtanong nang dali dali na akong umalis sa lugar na iyon upang makahinga ng maluwag.
I don't want to share everything to them. Pahirapan nila kung ganoon. Sumakay na ako sa sasakyan ko at nagmaneho paalis ng dagat. I needed to breathe in and out. I was nervous back then and alerted at the same time.
I might know everything but including his first love. Did he already forget about her? It must be painful for him to let her go. What's the reason then? And why I cared to much?
I contacted Lucas immediately and go to his apartment. I knocked the door thrice before he opened the door. I hugged him tightly and I feel the he was shocked by my actions.
"I'm sorry." Umiyak ako sa balikat nya, inaalala ang masasakit na nakaraan hanggang sa nabura ito dahil sa sakit ng naranasan nilang dalawang mag kapatid.
"Sorry for?" He softly asked.
"For knowing everything." From the beginning, I was curious about his life and even checked his background and the history of their family.
Alam ko na may alam sya. He's an observer I know but he didn't protest or talked when I knew their history. I don't know if I should be glad because we are not enemies or be nervous because he didn't care of his family background anymore.
"It's okay, you deserve to know the truth. Just to accept me from who I am."
"I already accept you, sorry for ignoring your feelings and not talked to you 4 months ago. I am still shocked when you confessed your feelings for me out of nowhere. My heart didn't ready to love someone like you because I am a broken hearted woman before. I don't want to rebound you and make your heart bleed. I just want to protect you from me.
I still didn't know what way I'll choose but please help me with this. This is the last time I'll love another person who's very important to me. Can you help me how to love again? "
I confessed. I already did. Out of nowhere too but gladly I did not feel heavy in my chest when I confessed my love from him. Naliligaw ako at hindi ko na alam ang gagawin. After I said that, we kissed and parted our lips moving together and I can feel he's happy and his ear are pink because of blushing.
I stopped crying after that and planning to both drunk together after my confession.
"This is weird." Natutuwa nyang sabi habang umiinom kami ng matapang na wine.
"It's new. Ayaw mo noon, nag ce celebrate tayo dahil pareho na natin gusto ang isa't isa. Pero inuman ang pinagkaiba.' Sabi ko at uminom ang pangatlong bote ng wine.
"That's why I find it weird. We should kissed, cuddle or hug you. Or movie marathon together or share your experience."
Nang matawa sya ay natawa na din ako. Kakaiba nga talaga kami dahil mas pinili naming uminom kaysa gawin ang mga bagay na iyon. Matapos ang panandaliang knwetuhan namin habang umiinom ay napatulala ako.
I make the right choice, right? I still choose to love when my life still dangerous. But I think I can protect him and his sister at all cost. I don't want to regret or lose something.
I have a freedom now and can make a true smile on my face.
When I tried to remember france, I am just happy. Without getting hurt. At last, natupad ko na din ang sariling pangako ko na magiging masaya ako para sa kanila. I'm peaceful and happy now, and fall inlove again with my partner.
We drink again and eating chips together when he talked. "Did you know, I'm attractive to you when we first met?"
Nagulat ako doon at muntikan ng mabitawan ang wine ko dahil sa sinabi nya. Paano ko ba malalaman kung panay plano lang ang nasa isip ko noon?
"No. You're a mysterious to me." Huli na nang malaman kong nasabi ko iyon at tinignan sya. He seems chilling while looking at me with his attractive eyes and smile a bit.
"All people assumed that I am mysterious. But did you knwo that I am an ordinary man. I don't talk a lot, that's why people think I'm the mysterious. And some people looked a challenge like me. They always wanted a thrill." Tumango ako sa sinabi nya bilang pag sang-ayon.
"Hindi lahat pero sang-ayon ako sa sinabi mo." Kumuha ako ng chips bago lumagok.
Napahawak ako sa ulo ko ng makaramdam ako ng hilo. I know that my alcohol tolerance was high. This wine was so hard to drink.
"Are you okay?" Dali dali syang tumayo at inangat ang ulo ko. Nakita ko ang pag-aalala sa mata nya kaya tumango ako.
"Always. And I'm just thinking deeply. When I started to trust you, but not fully." Out of nowhere my confessed.
"Why?" Nakita ko ang pangamba sa mata nya.
"Do you have a secrets?"
"No, I don't have. But I need your fully trust, starting tomorrow I'll court you endlessly and waiting for you to say yes."
Wala na ako sa pag iisip at nakakaramdam na ako ng init sa katawan. Kusa na akong tumango at pagharap ko ay labi nya ang naramdaman ko.
We kissed again.