I was busy to read my old diary in the coffe shop when suddenly someone appeard in front of me. I looked at him with the question of my eyes and keep my anger inside me.

"Anong ginagawa mo dito?" Inis na sabi ko ngunit ngumiti lang ito sa akin na para bang dapat alam ko na kung bakit nandito sya.

"I said-"

"I just missed you, that's why I'm here." Sabi na lang nya bigla kaya mas nainis lang ako.

"Kung sa tingin mo, ganoon lang kadali ang pinagdaanan ko ay nagkakamali ka. Pwede ba, tigilan mo na ang pagsunod mo sa akin." Padabog akong tumayo at kinuha ang Diary ko nang kunin nya iyon.

"Kung hinahayan mo akong magpaliwanag sayo, edi sana hindi ka nag a alburuto diyan." Mas lalo akong nainis pero tinawanan lang nya ang reaksyon ko.

"Umalis kana lang-"

"I just want you to keep you safe." Paninimula nya na ikinatigil ko sa pag alis at nilingon siya. "I love you, still."

Hindi ako nakapagsalita at tumingin na lang sa kung saan. Hindi alam ang sasabihin ngunit natagpuan ko na lang ang sarili kong nakikinig sa kanya nang umupo ako ulit sa harapan nya para pakinggan sya.

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"I really don't want a tragic by love. I want you to be alive, and I always willing to sacrifice for the sake of your life, Chloe. If you will be dead that time, my heart will stop and I probably end mine too. Ganoon kita kamahal, kaya ko ginawa iyon."

I bit my lower lip to stop myself from tearing up. Nanginginig ang kamay at labi ko sa nalaman ko, pero kahit anong tago ko, nalalaman pa rin nya kung maiiyak ako o hindi.

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And in months past by, I felt guilt inside of me, because I really didn't know how to start to introduce our son. And it kills me.

I almost suffer from 7 years and closed to death because of the love. And I didn't know how to be happy in my life without him.