Common...
Wait, it should be the other way around.
Anyways, have you ever thought what we think is 'normal' or 'common sense' is constantly changing.
And I don't mean thing on internet, I mean thing IRL.
And infact this applies to everything.
The completely normal things you did yesterday could be the most offensive things tomorrow.
It's a constant flux of dos and don'ts.
Disregarding thing that change mentally, look at things that change physically, and this affect you mentally.
I have noticed how the places I've spent a lot of my childhood (excluding school and kindergarten) have become abandoned (kind of, can't really go into detail). Not only that when visiting these places a feeling of nostalgia comes up... Well, I guess that's normal, but additionally I also feel melancholy.
I guess that can be explained by not having positive memories, but instead negative ones.
Not that I don't have positive memories, but the locations themselves had a lot of negative things happening.
Most of which I only started to understand a couple of years ago. And to truly know what happened just last year (as in I got to know everything last year).
The following part isn't really related to the chapter (fell most of the chapter isn't).
I feel like I just need someone I can talk to. Just about anything. Without being worried about what my words or thoughts can lead to.
Sadly I don't feel like there is anyone like that in my life.
I have thought of going to a psychiatrist, but... I don't know. I've been too lazy with myself.
I'mma continue this next chapter... I'll talk about laziness.