Kamille's journal entry #45

I fucked up royally this time didn't I... Shit, and now he still thinks I'm some stuck up little girl... but what can I do, I mean he thinks that all I know how to do is spend his money, but that's not what I do, if any thing it's what his misstress does, but what did he expect from some one that's practically the same age as his daughter. The worst part of it is he thinks my mom doesn't know... but I know that she know because if she didn't... she wouldn't be having an affair of her own. Well anyway besides all that family drama I'm stuck in a dilemma... I need to find a way to get daddy to trust me with money again, I mean the only reason I fucked up in the first place was because I was distracted to say the least... and it's not even like I really lost his money because daddy set the whole thing up in the first place... well beside me sleeping with one of his associates, but that besides the point because he didn't even really lose any thing besides his trust and faith in me 😭. I know your probably thinking "what the fuck is she complaining about?" But journal you gotta hear me out I only slept with that guy that worked with daddy to prove a point, and because he was incredible charming... I mean what did daddy expect, if anyone's to blame It would be me blaming him. He's the one that picked a 20 something year old to be his mentee not to mention his amazing smile, the way his teeth where blinding when the light reflected off them, and the way he... well journal I don't wanna write that in you it might...corrupt you, but you get the picture. He was perfect, and to say the least that should have been the biggest red flag.

Ok I know you just read that and you like... "yeah I'm still lost... who are you again?" Well let me introduce myself. Hi I'm Kamille Bridges and you reading my diary 👩🏾‍🦯 que the Disney music.