LUKE
I have ten minutes for myself as my parents finally decided to leave me alone. I must release myself from this thought whether I am going to tell Mikayla what is going on with me or not. I finally decided to write her a message. I am not sure what I am going to say but I decide to leave it to my fingers.
"I am so sorry that I had to leave so quickly last night. I would like you to know that it was the best date that I ever have had. You mean more to me than what you could ever know but I have to go away for a few days. We have some urgent business to attend. I wish I could go on a date again but duty calls. I am very sorry about that"
I do not want to read what I have written down and I sent the message to her. I feel so mad at myself for not letting her go because it is unfair to her what I am going to have to go through. I know that I only bought myself a bit more time but it will never be enough.
MIKAYLA
