Edward's pov should I be mad or angry or both?
nothing I do seems to make any sense anymore.
Tariah seems to bring the worse in me, I can't stand her, yet I don't want her to leave.
Earlier today I was mad because Spencer brought in my lunch instead of her and I remember very well telling her not to bring the food herself but here I am, being a total jerk because she's not the one that brought in the food.
Does that even make sense?
We fight over little things, I didn't even finish with what I wanted to ask 'cause she cut of every little sense I have in me, she was practically half-naked in front of me, I mean who am I not to feed my eyes, she's damn sexy and those curved figures mmmm let's leave them for now
Her skin colour fits her perfectly, oka yellow bone kandje , and that butt, my hands were itching to touch it.
Her words made me lose my temper I was remaining myself from hurting her but I couldn't hold it anymore, so I grabbed her neck, I don't know why I always aim for her neck, I mean this is not the first time I have done it. Everything is taking off bad nothing is right anymore. I know whatb I'm doing is erroneous but somehow I just can't stop myself when she open that pretty mouth of hers.
....yes I finally admitted that she's one hell of a beautiful woman it's only between me and you guys, she shouldn't find out, 'cause it will boost her ego and you all know how annoying she can be...
...but she's gorgeous and stunning, her hair was midnight black and it plug over her shoulder , she seems to have a cheerful character but her annoyance is still visible when she open that pretty mouth of hers. she was indeed breathtaking,dazzling and fascinating.
Eew!! what am I saying? Am I out of my mind or what? I can have every woman I want but not just this one. I like classy woman,she's not my ideal kind of woman, she a low life and there's no way I will want to have anything to do with her or else my name is not Edward Barmaceda. I have been with models all over the world why I even want to have anything with her.
....I don't even know what I'm thinking about her in the first place, it like she has cursed a spell on, at work, in my car and here I am thinking about her in my room. All have she gone to some kind of sangomas, 'cause I mean this is Africa and I have heard many stories of people going to sangomas to make their husband stay with them for a long time and they don't even cheat which is just insane.
Anyway I don't think she went to the sangomas because I don't see when, coz I remember watching her every move, so there's no way
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I'm losing myself in all these. something should be done or else I would go back to my usual self, which I don't want to go back, I don't do dating 'cause love is weakness. when you give your love wholeheartedly but the other party doesn't value it, it hurts like hell. so I'm proud of being the proud, self-centred that I am.
I need to have a word with Tariah, I need to remind her who is the boss and her place in this house because I think she has forgotten about that and I don't like it, I have given her too much freedom. It's either she listens to what I have to say or else she has to live in my house. I'm starting to think that she's not useful at all.
I mean it was her first day but she didn't do anything pleasant to at least give me reasons to trust her that she's willing to stay and focus on what brought her here in the first place. I'm, not a charity case that I go around offering people jobs that they have not to work hard for .she doesn't even have the quality of a house maiden, does she even have any qualification, did she even attend any school.
If she was educated she wouldn't be working as a waitress. Maybe she's a school drop out. I did not read everything about her and I do remember reading about her educational details. I can be forgetful sometimes.
I wish I never met her, if only I left everything about her in the hospital but I thought I could be a gentleman for once but look where it got me. I don't even know what I was thinking when I render that much amount of that coward landlord and that hospital.
Since she's not here yet to start cooking. I'm not going to look for her because that is her duty and responsibility not mine and I don't have to keep reminding her. If I'm going to sleep on an empty stomach then that's.its not like I don't know bow to order, I just don't feel like it today, I wish my sister was here, at least she will know what to do in this kind of predicament.
I took my car keys, my gun and head to the stairs. I took my time to admire my own house, the texture, furniture and paint were really for my liking. I know you must think I'm crazy but I'm always busy to notice this kind of things but that does not mean I won't notice anything being stolen.
I finally made it to my room, I made sure all the light in downstairs rooms were all switched off before coming here. And the door was locked I always make sure that before I go to sleep, I have to ensure my safety at all times.
You all know how important. outstanding, centred and well known I am, so the possibility of being attacked and killed any time is very high.so I have to be cautious in everything I commend.
I need a cold shower, before sleeping, I feel exhausted today, although I don't remember doing any hard work, I still feel shabby. I put some music on then I made my way into the bathroom, I brushed my teeth, then proceeded to the shower.t the bath was very nice and relaxing. when I was done with all my business in the shower, I proceeded to the wardrobe that contained all my sweatpants, specifically grey sweatpants. I put on the one my eyes landed on first with a little black strip along the waistline.
I guess it's time for bed, now"Edward said to himself.
My bed is one h*ll of a comfy place I wouldn't like to share it with anybody, coz this is mine, I am possessive about my things so this bed is one of them. It was almost eight in the evening, I don't usually sleep this hour but today is a different day and I'm used to going to bed on my empty stomach and if I want to eat I can order something and then it will be here in a minute, but did she even have something to eat to today, am I being selfish guys.
Of course, they must have eaten something together with that spectre or perpendicular guy or whatever his name is. He even has the guts to enter my house without my concern." disrespectful" I am his boss not her, he's supposed to follow my order not hers. Who does she think she is to just call someone in my house without my concern?
.... jealous much...
you must have seen how Sector or Spencer eyes glow when she mentions her name, even the smile was forming across his lips when he mentions my Tariah.
..so she's yours now...
but that's not the point why I'm irritated, the fact that they did not ask for my permission, for my opinion if I was okay with Spencer bringing the food or not It's what ticking my brain off.
Anyway, I don't care anymore whether she ate or not. I'm just going to sleep.
Before Edward could close his eyes and visit the dreamland, he heard commotion coming from downstairs, so he quickly picked up his gun from under the pillow and quickly made his way downstairs, in slow motion not to give apprehension to the person downstairs. He couldn't tell where the noise was coming from so he hides behind the walls that separated the living room from the dining room.
Whoever he /she is must be very careful or one will lose a life between me and them" said Edward with his heart beating fast.
I made sure that the house is locked so how did this person come in .he even have the guts to switch on the lights as if it's his/her bungalow.
you? we both say in unison.
yes me, what are you doing here? and why is she hiding behind your back? do both of you know each other? , why are the back of your clothes? so dusty but tell me how you get in first?"Edward said to the person who has been ignoring for year's and he just finds her in his house after they haven't spoken in a while.
"Good evening to you too Broah Eddie, long time no see and is this is how you welcome your only sister that you have been ignoring since... "Scarlett said to his brother ignoring all the questions he asked.
Scarlett please for the love of God stop calling me that, and I didn't welcome you, you welcomed yourself. If you wanted to be welcomed more pleasantly, you could have told me, but you just budge in as always." Edward said rolling his apertures.