What is this? What is happening? Why is it so dark? Why do I have no energy? I felt like a withered leaf who can only go with the flow by the breeze of the wind blowing.
'Did I die?'
'No!!'
'It can' t be!!! '
' I won't let it!! '
With the new found motivation, I force my body to move and open my eyes to see where I am and think how will I get out of here.
' I want to move!! I want to open my eyes!! And I can do it!! I know I can!!! '
As I finally did what I wanted, I moved my body forward, swimming slowly to the sudden tiny glow of light that just appeared out of nowhere in this place of its seemingly endless darkness. Then my movement became faster as the glow of light became bigger. Faster, faster and faster, as if a raging beast hunting for its prey.
When I am just beside the now big glow of light, a great sense of accomplishment surges on me. Then a victory smile slowly morphed into my lips.
'Thankfully!'
I reach my hand slowly to the light wanting to touch it without thinking because the glow of light seems to take me as its possession. Not wanting me to get away so it urges me to touch it immediately. Wanting to envelop me as soon as possible.
Once my hand reached the light, I didn't know what happened but suddenly darkness began to envelop me again as I felt a great surge of energy and I heard a loving voice like an angel singing.
'Don't be afraid, be brave, be yourself, don't be guilty and remember, accept all of these things as it is your greatest gift from us. Live proudly and successfully.'