I'd never been able to feel my soul this way before, in fact I had no feeling of it before that invasive moment with the [Soul Gem] and my hunger coma battle with the Gamma of Frozia months ago.
But now my body is as light as a feather and heavy as an anvil all at the same time. The sensation of my soul gently absorbing the amalgamation of two Gamma souls and one regular soul paralyses me on the ground. I'm completely unable to move yet I'm certain I could fly if I tried, if I just let myself go.
But I know better, the seranading lull of the dark night sky, sprinkled with beautiful stars beckoning on me to ascend, to fly and explore the cosmos with them. The biting temptation to let go, to be with the stars…that's death.
