Jacob was the same. He was thinking of reasons if ever Hana caught him leaning on her. At the same time, he was thankful of his best friend. Maybe he won't end up with Hana or maybe he would – who knows? But, he was giving in to his selfish desire.
He wanted to feel her warmth. He wanted to be someone she can depend on. He wanted to see her smile at him. He wanted to spend more time with her. 'In the future, when you finally find someone you will like, I will support you.' Jacob thought to himself. He was fine keeping his love to himself. Hana didn't need to know it. So, the possibility of them being together was 1% out of 100. At least there was a little chance.
But you see, Jacob wasn't someone brave. He was worried that about all the possibilities of rejection. Specially that he didn't know anything about love. 'Whatever. Let fate do its job.' He noted mentally and dismissed all the negativities out of his mind.
He finally fell asleep with her by his side.
