I got over it too. With difficulty. I broke down but I got over it. It's already been three days since that day and my work is almost completed here. I couldn't wait to see advik back. I haven't seen any of my blood family since three days. Wherever I go my eyes searched everywhere almost like I was anticipating to see them. But........no. I couldn't see them.
Today o took my day off since my work is almost completed. Because if I do all the work !y team couldn't participate equally. After all based on their works their promotions were given. Today I was scrolling down the road. Alone. Radha was I'll and she has to go to the doctor. So I asked her to just leave me here and collect me back when she returned back. After all I wouldn't get the chance to see Italy like this again. Seeing people do their work and continue on with their life from my own eyes is very different. It's like just pausing my life for a minute and entering into a different world. Some people were walking along with their boyfriend's or partners while some are alone. While some people are bullying others some are bullied. Some are laughing.while some stared to the distance. While some are noticing just like me some are enjoying that moment. But however every person does something. Every person is different from others. Again every person is same in some way.
Every person is imperfect while the world looks perfect just alone with it's imperfectness. Some are glancing at me like I was some sort of person they haven't seen before. Like scientists seeing a an identified creature for the first time. Maybe because I was on a wheelchair or maybe because I am smiling like there is no sadness for me in my lifetime. While my life is totally filled with just sadness. And I made a challenge with that and laughed at it.
I thought this is how I would spend that afternoon but how could it. Something i would crave for never happens in my life. But this is totally different. It is chaos. A totally different chaos. Like a life being sucked when stayed there.
As I was scrolling down the street I saw a familiar car. A car belonging to blood family. The car number is same. I felt the anticipation build upon me thinking I was going to see my family member again. But then only did I notice the chase that is happening. Someone is following them no chasing them. With guns and knife. The ones who is chasing them were wearing all black. They were trying to shoot my brothers from the car from their windows. Aren't they scared of public?.
But I couldn't process anymore thoughts as a bulled passed through the air. Coming from the front of my brothers car. My body froze. Not able to move my legs or hands I could only chant one thing. ' please let them be safe'. But the bullet cut through the air and before I could proceed anything it hit straight through the cars glass and tore through my brothers flesh. It was a sight o wish to never ever see again in my life. And there is a pin drop silence and then people started screaming and running to save their lives. While I was still starting wishing it was false. Wishing what my eyes saw was rubbish.
But it wasn't. Nobody was even making a move to save them. All the people were searching for their own safety. But there came at least five cars and men who looked more like body gaurds piled out of them and started shooting the people who shot my bother. Everyone where shot. I sighed in relief.
But as my brain started thinking again I realized with sudden panic that my brother is shot in the heart and it is emergency. Still there were bullets being shot but I moved towards the car my brothers were in not caring that they were shooting everyone. Without waiting for anything I poened the car door and saw that Matteo was the one who was shot. In the heart. I was in panic. I looked towards the passenger seat and saw the same feature my brother. Another of my brother. But I couldn't care right now. He was shooting and on the other hand looked at me. He narrowed his eyes at me and glared at me. But when he saw me he looked shocked.Still shooting the men.
But I didn't even flinch under his stare and instead said " he needs to go the hospital. he is losing some much blood and was shot through the chest. Let your men handle them and please carry him to the hospital over there" I said to him as I pointed out the hospital. It looked very small but I know we should make it work. He has very small time. " That hospital? " it doesn't even looks in great condition. I couldn't join him there" he scowled. I glared at him very hard before yelling " YES. THAT HOSPITAL. IT MAY LOOK LIKE THAT BUT YOU DON'T HAVE MUCH TIME. WE NEED TI DO THE OPERATION IMMEDIATELY. IT IS SHOT IN THE HEART. CAN'T YOU SEE THAT?". He scowled at me still but then carried him and without letting the remaining men notice this he immediately moved towards the hospital and me following him as fast as I could.
Immediately when we reached the hospital without waiting a moment I made my way to most possible emergency room not listening to the shouts of the receptionist. I shows my badge that I always kept in my purse and her eyes widened. Nodding her head showing that she understood she went to call the nurses to let them prepare for the operation.
It took three house to finish the surgery. It is very difficult for me since it is almost five years since I did any surgeries. After the operation is finished, the reports came and blood ran cold. Tear rolled down my cheeks.
Taking a deep breath I entered the waiting room and said " He is......"