Levi
I, Shinichi Levi Smith, knew the very first time I laid my eyes on Katt that she would be mine. She said what she meant and meant what she said. She didn't take any shit either, not even mine. I'm 6'2", Katt can't be any taller than like 5'4" and she will still tell me about myself with the quickness. Everybody think she's the sweetest thing, and she is, until shes upset. Then she's a force to be reckoned with. She's determined. Sometimes when she's concentrating on something important, I just watch her. She's so fucking beautiful that I'd voluntarily reckon with her force if it allows me the opportunity to be in her general vicinity. Her eyes; her lips whew! What I love the most about Kattara though is that she is unequivocally supportive of ALL the people around her. "It's enough food for everybody to eat baby." That's her little saying. Katt's not 'in the mix' either, she'll tell you how much she hates people from the time she leaves the house until the time she safely returns. I'm not even kidding. I really believe she may genuinely not like humans. Alright, hold on I'mma back up because I'm sure I just confused the people in the back; Katt loves seeing success; loves seeing people be their best self- just from a distance. Too many people in one area makes her kind of antsy. She had some bad experiences back before we met and she just prefers a smaller group.
I grew up in Scottsdale, Arizona. Not really much to tell about my family. I'm an only child so no siblings, my mom one day decided she didn't want to be my mother anymore and ran off with the divorce attorney. A few years after she left, she had twins with the attorney and I stopped getting so much as a birthday card from her. I'm not gone hold you, that shit cut deep. I didn't tell anybody to be raw dogging anybody. I didn't ask to be here. I can't just wake up and decide I don't want to be a son anymore. So why the hell did she get the choice? Obviously that's a question I'll never get to ask or get an answer to, so eventually I just... let it go. My dad never got over it though. His sadness turned into anger. And he used every ounce of that anger in every way and on everyone possible until that hate and anger burned out. Now he's just.... empty. A shadow of his former self. Retired, never leaving the couch and drinking large amounts of beer is clearly how my dad plans to go out.
So I'm going to let him. He's a grown ass man. He was never much help for me. I'm the man that I am today because of Katt's influence. I wanted her; but she didn't take any shit so I had to come correct. She was patient with me though, she understood that I really wasn't sure how to be anyone's boyfriend. Of course I've slept with my fair share of females but, relationships weren't really my steelo. I associated females with my mom. If my own mother could carry me so greasily what's to stop anybody else? Katt stuck around to prove to me that not everybody was like that. Before I had even fully opened up to her, she loved me. Before I let go of my past, she loved me. Before I admitted to myself that I loved her, She openly loved me and when I forgot how to love myself, she loved me enough for the both of us and then some. I'm going to marry Kattara. It's the only thing that makes sense in my life.
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When I wake up the next morning I see that I'm still on FaceTime with a sleeping Katt. I can't believe she really had me up watching Twilight. Even after she went to sleep I stayed up too finish the last two because I couldn't sleep and I wanted to get to the end. I have to see things through, it would've drove me crazy. I look at her sleeping and admire her features. I can't wait until Christmas break to see her again. I've got to take a trip to Denver soon. But until then, I think , rolling out of bed with a sigh, business as usual.
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As soon as the last class until after new years let out I went to my dorm to pack for my trip to Denver. Between working The Dot bussing tables, going to class and studying for class, I couldn't make it there any earlier. Katt told me I didn't need to rush because she wasn't going anywhere. I kind of wish she wouldn't have said that. I know she simply only meant that she wanted me to focus on doing what I need to, but I felt the fear of abandonment sneaking up on me. It took EVERY ounce of power that I had inside of me not to drop what I was doing to go to her. But that's okay, because Tomorrow morning I won't have to FaceTime Katt; I'll be waking up beside her.
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I knock on Katt's door and listen as I hear the music stop, and a little shuffling before I hear the door unlock and stand face-to-face with a goddess. "What took you so long? hell was you doing?" I joke, she rolls her eyes, "Boy boo. Come in or stay out but my door is closing." Damn. I lick my lips and follow her inside, closing the door behind myself. As soon as it closes, I hug Katt from behind. I take in her scents; lavender and peaches. "You smell good mama." "Thank you." She says back blushing, "I missed you." She told me turning to face me. "Oh yeah? What happened to "You don't need to rush Levi, I'm not going anywhere"?" I asked chuckling. Katt sucked her teeth and pushed my shoulder, "I said I wouldn't GO anywhere smart ass. And I haven't. I never said I wouldn't miss you while you were doing what we both know you need to be doing." She raised her eyebrow at me. I threw my hands up, surrendering. "Aight, you right, you right, I'm hungry though what we eating?" I know what I'M eating. "You want me to cook? Or would you like to go out?" I'm not sure why her question caught me off guard. I don't remember the last time anybody cooked me a meal. Hell, I can't remember the last time I had home-cooked food at all. I must be taking too long to respond or because she said, "What? Don't tell me you don't know because that's a female thing." She laughs and goes into the kitchen and starts taking shit out the freezer. I don't want to get in her way so I sit at the dining room table so I can watch her from there. I can't tell what she's going to make but her movements are so effortless she looks like she was born to cook. Even down to the way she tucks her hair behind her ear, it's such a simple but smooth gesture , like she didn't have to think about it. My eyes start to trail down her body, really looking at her for the first time since I came in. Most of her thick, Jet Black hair Is in some type of bun at the top of her head while stray strands of it falls down, lightly grazing her neck. I don't even wanna spend too much time looking at those fucking curves or that ass because if I do, we're definitely gonna have to go out to eat because the way I'm feeling, I'll break her fucking back.
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An hour later Katt brings me my plate. About damn time too 'cause if she'd have taken any damn longer my stomach would've finished off my spine, she had it smelling so good in here. Fried chicken, cabbage, Mac & Cheese, and Hawaiian rolls. My mouth watered as she put the plate in front of me. "Thank you sexy." I said smacking her ass as she walks past me back into the kitchen. "Ouch!" "Ouwch!!" I mock her. If looks could kill, I'd definitely be dead. "You don't have to hit me so hard, Levi." She pouts. I get up and walk over to her until I'm just inches from her face and wrap my arms around her, "I'm sorry mama," I tell her, "Give me a kiss." She hesitates for a second. Obviously debating on whether or not to let me off the hook or not. She does, and gives me a peck and tries to pull away but before she can get far I gently grab her by her neck, pulling her too me and deepening the kiss. Once she recovers from being shocked she starts to kiss me just as passionately as I'm kissing her, I lick her bottom lip, asking for entry. She doesn't grant permission, instead she met my tongue with her own. We fought for dominance for a few seconds before I won and she allowed my tongue past her lips. After a few more seconds, she pushes away, seemingly needing air. "Go eat before it's cold Le." I'm a little confused at the switch in moods but, its okay. I'm still starving so I go sit back down in front of my plate and Katt comes and sits in front of me with her own plate.
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Katt made me do the dishes because she felt like if she cooked then I should clean. I'm a grown ass man and I let my small ass girl TELL me I'm washing dishes. I started to ask her what the fuck she thought this was but she gave me that look that said shut the entire fuck up and wash the dishes nigga before I could even get it all out. So... I washed the damn dishes. When I finished up I heard water running and figured Katt was in the shower. I followed the chick music to Katts Master Bathroom, and stripped out of my clothes. Katt's back is turned to me so she doesn't know that I'm here. I take the time to look at her wet, naked body. I watch as the droplets of water fall on her ass and roll down to the charm bracelets she has on both ankles. I feel my buddy stiffen as I step into the shower behind her. She doesn't look very surprised to see me here, just puts her arms around my neck. As soon as our skins connected we both immediately knew I had to give her the D. :)
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