So long I made my own excuses
Why we couldn't be
I think I purposely remember
Some things differently
I'm trying to keep us alive
My mind bringing you up
Feels like an ever conversation
Somehow relates to us
Back then was once a dream
Now keeps me up
I gotta give it up
Because you don't love me
You just love how I love you
Oh you don't want me?
You just want the way I want you
And I need you
There still finger prints on my body
Only I can see
Of the nights when you held on to me
I Can't hate you if I tried
But time to say bye
You know set the night on fire?
Time to realize
You'll never change if you tried
I've been walking down
Of ever lane of memory's
It ain't as colorful as
I painted it out to be
I think a part of me just
Saw what I wanted to see
And I reflected on you and me
What I thought I felt inside of me
I remember you sing so perfectly
I always wanted us to be
But you keeping me underneath
And hard to come back up
Somehow I don't wanna think about us
Now I lost your trust
All alone as you could see
This was once a dream
Now it's a nightmare keeping me up
I can't go back to sleep
Because you don't love me
And it hurts because I need you
Your up to 9 to 5
Time to realize
You're setting my heart of fire
You're such a liar
And I'm give this up
Because this not a dream
Now why won't you love me?
Because I loved you
And gave you
Everything you ever wanted
But yet it hurts to see
What we're turning out to be
I need to have a conversation
About how you didn't even try
You just gave up on me