It's good to leave to past to the past
While hoping it will be the last
In the doctor 24/7 day and night
I'm in pain
In a room to myself
Attached to a machine
"Where am I?"
"Why am I here?"
"Why I can't breathe?"
Close to death
With luck, I survive
With my mental health
Dies the day she left me
Friends become enemies
Tell me
"I dont belong with the living"
"I was a mistake to the world,"
"You're a screw up"
Evertime they see me
It repeats over and over
Like the day and night cycle
My soul was stuck in the night
I meet the shadows
And they welcome me
With a promise
"You can be hurt here,"
The night sky with no stars is safe to be