I blinked under his pensive look , what did he planned on to say something like that , while he was studying my outcome , I spotted Bondita looking at both of us , with a confusion ringing on her short head, a fairer color with dark black curly hairs , her lips as big as that of catfish , She poached me with much stern persuading to let Adhiraj help me out with my broken limb ,
" Why are you even compelling me to take his help , and that's only from him ?" I quirked my eyebrow at her , to which she only gave me a meek smile ,
" I wanted to payback you ! " hiding her true intentions , she just wanted to make sure , that I must not puke her little stunt elsewhere, such a turkey !
" Payback, wow! What a nice kind of payback I just surfaced from you, it's not a payback , it's a bribe, because you want to shut me , in case to hold your little shit until my grave ?" I tried to sound sarcastic , even when I was ferociously madden at her and him ,
While we two friends were exchanging our arguing over who was right , he was busied checking out in his cell phone, such an ass, I shook my head in disappointed manner ,
" Please , please ! Don't let me down , this time only! Sri, I really need you to go with Adhiraj , because you know In St. Claire , the words spreads like a wild fire ?" She pleaded me until her last attempt , which was really unkempt for me , I was still holding my left leg , and it was paining me at worst level , I just wanted to get lost in some parallel universe , there had been big blue and purple bruises, my swollen nerve was apparent on that fracture , and my head was pounding a lot at this injury ,
" I think , I don't get a handful of time to be a watcher of your quarrels , if you don't want to take my help , I must better head off , ' He replied casually , which made me grind my teeth at a louder speed , I was afraid if I was making powder of my teeth , my anger was on at its uprooted level , and then he turned around towards Bondita , and said the most cheapest and filthiest words to her , which seemed more than a knockout to me, a disgusting fucker !
" Well I loved your taste better , this time , would like to catch up with you some other time , by the way nice ass , you 'd got along with good tits !' I turned my face away , I know he was doing this comment on purpose, only to irritate me more, He winked at her , and she blushed as if he'd made to take her into heaven , what the rubbish thing , they both were exchanging looks , and that's in front of me , I was looking like being a third wheel amidst their dysfunctional horny chide , what's wrong with girls these days, they just happens to fall easily for any ducking asshole , just because he got the looks department or was slightly matching to their dreaming Prince's quality , they would act all pink in love typo , such a cliché , I would rather like to stab myself with some dagger or sword rather than fall for his cockiness ,
" Does your helping offer still stands, so you both could calm down your teenage hormones and keep it down to its check , because I really needs some meds ! " I nuzzles between them , which broke the romantic lines stemming again , after what I encountered by myself ,
" Only , if you would keep your mouth shut ,!" He set down upon his haunches while keeping one hand above his left knees, while he gave Bondita the sign to leave both of us and get out of this library's washroom , she hurriedly ran out from the bathroom , leaving only both of us in very awkward manner , His scrutinized gaze giving me the toughest hour of my life ,
" By keeping my mouth shut you mean , to keep it from Nilay and Kriti too !" I feel a heaviness settling above my shoulders , my heart was bouncing back and forth to met only with his rattling eyes directed towards my broken leg ,
" I didn't knew , that your coddled mind had that level of cleverness !" He smirked picking me up on his arms , I was beyond shocked , unbelievable , it was horrendous for me , to watch being carried in bridal style by Adhiraj , He walked me out from the library's dingy toilet and we both were now followed by the numbered eyes of the students watching both of us in awe, I could bet they must have made up their mind to throw some illegal whispering and back bitching about us , these gossip mongers would never be keeping their dicks and cunts under their pants and panties ,
" you could've just kept my arm for keeping the balance , no need of picking me up in this filmy style bullshit !" I yelled in low voice , for first time I happened to touch his ripped muscles and got hold of his strong neck , his manly cloves fragrance embezzled in my nostrils , his hairs falling back across my palm , while his mint breathing fanning over my face , he was strutting without any fear of being exposed like a walking rumor through out the gallery , I rested my head against his chest and closed my eyes shut until.....
Until I met with a thump sound again , I reckoned with realisation just after my bum met with the hard floors , so he practically dropped me off and was now gone meeting with what ....Amayra Pramanik
He was making her laugh while flirting with her rest of girls tails, they were doing all , wow and giggling at his every nasty joke,
I gritted my teeth in frustration , I wanted to shout at top of my lungs , ' Bloody asshole Adhiraj Singh Shekhawat , who couldn't kept his dick inside his pant , changing chicks like his underwear and dumping me like I was some garbage , ouch ! He added lots of pain to my earlier fracture , my leg now was paining with more grief, while he was busy offering himself to his pageant penchant , Amayra !!
Somehow I lugged myself and with the wobbling walks like that of a doe , I staggered my feet up to Adhiraj while he was busy being off with his so called , star girl , and I gave him a strong kick with my other leg which made me eventually fell on his face , many students were laughing at the lobby , while Amayra too was unable to hide the laugh through her perfect lips , Adhiraj was shook from inside , his face casting an embarrassed look ,
Some how he did managed to get up own his own , and turned his face towards me ,
" What the hell , Srijita how dare you to kick me like that ?" He snarled louder on me ,
" Sometimes , one had to kick the asses to bring them some sermons , and luckily you happened to be one of them ....see it put you some brain !" I gave him my haughty smile while my leg was surging from the sore twist while , I didn't hide my enraging to give him his own taste of medicine ,
" So you could have just called me , to get you back .....look !" And he did dragged me away from Amayra and her cliques giving them an apologetic smile , to a corner spot to have a word with me , but I knew he didn't want to have a word but rather a threats to me for kicking his ego ,
" listen you little mule , You know it better that She is all I could think of , just don't be the balked lady in my love saga , can't you tolerate that damn pain of yours , which was a result of your own sneaking habit , just don't ruin my efforts , either you know me !" He lashed his voice go all gruff with some badass thriller gang man ,
"Oh you and your hollow threats , just shrug it off from me , I know that you are all fascinating her and in nights using your hands , but that doesn't me you could treat me like a garbage , when you were the one who offered me to help , I didn't even asked for it !" I pointed my finger towards his chest and he was startled ,
" That was just to save me and your friend from a lousy show !" He shrugged it off , that means he didn't actually wanted to help me , but instead he was faking it so I could tell nobody at that time , such a brute ! Bloody douchebag ,
" you know , you're such a scum !" I retorted back jabbing my finger at him ,
" A tasty scum which every girls here, wanted to take a taste of , like your sexy friend , " he winked at me , and my mouth opened low and then forming a big agape , even cursing words had been emptied from my pocket to explain his randiness , such a blatant twat he was ,
" Just shut up ! You asshole , don't even count on her , leave her away from your nasty deeds , she was just another crazy bimbo , happened to be developed a bloody crush on you !" I rubbed my nose and flared my brows ,
To which that senile rooster was smiling broadly , doesn't he could be nicer and humorous like his little brother ,
Nilay was always so funny and cheeky to be around with unlike his monster brother , who always did planned to grave out on others ,
" Told you , the girls here die for my tasty scum , if you ever planned by yourself secretly to have it from me , just tell me once , but oh ! You are just eyeing to be my little brother's darling , pity on him, he had such a bad taste when it comes, to women , I still ponder why he choose the most unclad girl like you !" He whistled in a low voice and I was sneered from his filthy comments , his senile words proved to give me some knots in my stomach ,
" We are just friends , don't imagine it other wise like yours , and just stay away from Bondita ! I m warning you !" I warned him in very stoic manner but again he rubbed it off by waving his hand ,
" First of all , I didn't forced her to get on me , she was the one flaunting herself to get an attention from me , and second advice ,' Don't ever try to be anyone's Mama, these days nobody wants anyone's over interfering in their life , so just drop your acts of being a social activist, " he paused for a minute and eyeing me in a disgrace, he told me, ' girl you seriously need to get laid down !" His advice , which I didn't knew at that time would become a strangling rope on my neck , at that time I was too prune to like the sex or casual sex and all , I just had one feeling , call me being of archetypal nature , but I was strictly against having sex at your teenage period ,
' you seriously change girls like some mum changing her baby's diaper, now let me go to hospital wing , i really wanted to get it bandaged !" I moved him from my way and started walking with staggered steps crying out in a pain ,
' Stop ! I must take you !" He shouted from my back , I stopped him by showing him a stopping hand ,
And he steadfastly carried me up without my consent , that even made me angrier ,
" just leave me here , I don't want your mercy !" I punched him at his lungs but that seemed like a pinching to him, was his chest made out of stone ?
" Keep your mouth shut , god why did you speak too much , first of all sneaking around to someone's privacy and then falling off from your foot and then whining like a spoiled kid , That's why you don't have a boyfriend , grow up Sri !" He laughed at my futile punching skills , but I stopped and stared at him ....
That day was one of the rarest day , when we two had stopped fighting like a tom and jerry and had become some normal adults ,
Days were running out , exams were about to come and everyone was studying hard to ace the exams , but again a big drama was created at the time of exams , Bondita had come to my house late night , it was almost past eleven , but she had made an excuse to her parents about late night study at my house , my father and mother always loved her , so they didn't questioned much ,
" What are you doing here , at such hour of night , I was studying about French revolution , do you want some notes !" I answered her in an annoying voice , looking at her open curly hairs which supposed to be braided in a side part , she was in her cream half sleeve top and had worn a sweater over it , the lavender one , beneath her was the blue jeans , she looked totally absentmindedly ,
She shut the door behind me her eyes were fluffy and swollen, my heart was racing faster, i did finger crossing about her bad news coming along my way , I hoped that all things are right , and then she dragged me to my bed , and started crying out louder and that was it ,
" Sri, I m not having my periods , I just ! I m scared !" She sobbed quietly which almost gave me a heart attack , what!!!!!! it can't be , what if it would be ? No! Let's hope to be positive , she is still under panic mood , I can't go harsh at her ,
" look , first of all calm down, there's no point of worry , what's done is done , did you took pills at that time of ,I mean when you and Adhiraj !' I tried to console her my best ,
" No ! But he definitely used the condom, he said he can't take risk of something unwanted , but still I m worried ....Sri !" And her crying was just about to go louder , when I kept a hand over her mouth and shushed her ,
" Then don't think something negative , if he must had used protection , it can't be the possibility that you are pregnant , it must be due to some menstrual delays , sometimes it happens , don't think it too much , just calm down yourself and drink a glass of water , here take this!" I offered her the glass of water and patted her back , but inside me , I felt horrible , numbness took me up , I was uncertain of what to do , at one hand there was a sobbing Betty , and on the other hands were the, unread chapters of Origin of Napoleonic era , the traces of Mesopotamia, all of the above my mind was the walking mess, every thing was a blur with a slurry instinct ,
And every root cause was directly connected to of course that famous scoundrel , Adhiraj Singh Shekhawat ,
I could kill him one day with my bare hands , and then I could live my life peacefully , in a great nirvana .....
" Sri , please help me out , my dad ....my dad would kill me, if he would got to know about this , you know him better , he is one hot headed man " She pleaded me while taking my hands in her, applying more pressure to it ,
I know about her father , he is a very orthodox catholic , he won't tolerate her mistake, Mr. Fedrick Mathews was in the same office of insurance , the same one where my father was the head clerk and now he had got a promotion of deputy assistant , but Mr. Fedrick was a junior clerk at office , well my father and he got bonded well and as well as we , I and Bondita got along , her mother Miss Kamla Mathews , was a florist owning her own flowers shop , and she had a little brother name , Davis Mathew only eight years old , my parents always loved her as their own daughter and my house was like second home to her ,
" Don't look so woebegone , Bondu ! Relax it will be all normal, just keep faith in your stars !" I hugged her and she sniffed ,
" Please talk to Adhiraj on my behalf , " She said silently to me , while my table lamp met her eyes through its dusty lights a silhouette of her scared figure enlarging on the back of my room's wall , I stopped myself and my eyes lingered to her for a long time, my mouth uptight ,
" Since how long you two are having a physical relationship ?" I tightened my hands on her either side , and she averted her eyes , looking ashamed but insecure , I made my query again to have her dividing attention , " Bondu , I m talking to you, just look at myself , since how long you both are having sex !" This time it came as a louder voice, but then I got scared if my parents sleeping down room may have overheard my conversation
" Promise me , you won't freak out , it's been , I mean .....it's just happened , I was too fascinated by him ....I ...we.....Sri!" And then she hesitated it lot, my mind was hampering any kind of delay , I was almost on the verge of exploding if one more time she would stutter, I myself would go and tell Uncle Mathew about all of this ,
" Don't Sri me, just stop your nonsense and tell me , Bondu, how long you both are being fuck buddies !" I jerked her hardly, and between her sobbing she answered, " About ...about four months !" She nervously let out her reply, my mouth opened and closed at her response , it can't be like this , I mean being pregnant in fourth month is considered to be critical right, but I m sure she is not pregnant , it must be her menstrual delay ,
" You just lie down while I must pay this Adhiraj a very tight visit, He can't be such bastard, bloody moron !" After assuring her , I put out my pink cardigan and lightly combing my side loosened braid, while some bangs hanging out, I wore my loose jeans and descended down to the stairs in a cat walk , while plucking the keys of my scooter from the key holder,
I left a sticky note on the fridge ,
" Off to Nilay's house , for some school work , would come soon , don't search for me , if you ever woke up at night , Bondu had been sleeping at my room, we're having a group study!"
After taking a long breathe, I opened the main gate very silently, and tiptoeing around the shoe stand, I wore my brown slippers and clutching the key on my black TVS scooter, not after putting a helmet which always remains boxed inside the saddle of its back seat , after one to two roars, it started , and I drove it in full speed to make it quickly many unanswered questions, many doubts and lies are needed to be exposed.....by Mr. Adhiraj Singh Shekhawat.....