Yama was completely aware of what thoughts regarding Sylia were constantly roaming inside his head. He knew that these things were not good for him being a Heartless clan leader however from how he could not bring himself to stay away from her. Even if he could stay away he could not stop himself from caring for her. That night after witnessing how much she was injured a splash of anger swept past his chest and he felt suffocating from inside as if his heart was constantly being squeezed.