I toss and turn on my bed and finally sit up when I realized that sleep wasn't going to be my guest tonight.
Aunt Anna's words keep rattling in my head. She was trying to stop me from running after him, she thinks my passion for him will hurt me because she experienced the same but in the end she did choose her passion over other things, she didn't try to move on but did what she and her love planned all along, she is trying to live a life where she thinks she can be happy, where she believes to still see him and the reality is that she is confident that she can live for both of them even if he is not here for her.
If he is fire then let me burn in my passion too.
I look at my bedside table clock, it was 10 p.m. I get up from my bed and head to the bathroom to change in casual from my night dress. After I changed, I take a quick glance at my appearance in the mirror of my dresser.