I knew if I stayed another second here I was going to either yell or cry. So I got up, Kenma held my hand but I shook his hand off, not in a harsh manner but in a hurry, I made my way towards the main door and left as fast as my feet could carry me.
I took a deep breath just as I stepped out and walked away from the house.
"What have I done!!! Ugh!!!" I cursed myself as I marched ahead.
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The next few days were spent like the rest, diurnally, except for Taehyung completely ignoring me as though I was invisible.
I stood at the backstage along with Yuna and the other staff, watching them perform and hearing the crowd roar. But my eyes were only focussed on him, following his every move and action.
The performance was over and they walked towards us and I struggled to talk to him, but he just wouldn't budge.