...Sebastian POV...
It is three o'clock in the afternoon
Kati has silently passed away in her sleep.
I know this day would come; she prepared me so well for it. But no amount of planning will give you an idea of what you should do when the woman you love more than your life itself leaves you. I would have sat far better with it if she left me and was still alive. But having to walk up to a bed where you are hoping to wake her up and you can't. There is nothing in the world that can prepare that for you.
Yes, I do blame myself; I should have never put the pill in her water. Did I aid her death to come along sooner than it should? Perhaps. Or, did I let her go in peace, that she was not suffering when she had to pass? I wish to think so.
