I understand this, yes writing a novel is a new step for me. I'm out of my comfort zone when it comes to writing. I'm used to writing short stories. And I understand that if I try new things, get out of my comfort zone, I will struggle to attract readers so they may read my novel. Yes, I admit, the novel I wrote is similar to my diary, the short stories that I experienced. But I'm trying to write this novel according to my character. Difficult, not easy, it takes a struggle. But at least writing makes me feel relieved by the suffocating burden on my chest. because for me, writing is a therapy for me Thank you to the readers who have stopped by my novel, I know I haven't met the standards for you as a novel writer, but at least I try rather than I don't try at all.