Day by day I try to limit every word I say, even writing I try not to be too pushy. But I myself was hurt by what I did. My thoughts drifted far, deep inside my heart I said "am I worthy?"
Yes, those words that I kept repeating over and over again, just for the sake of avoiding fear, fear of being hurt again. I've even built my wall defense to the highest level (although I don't know what level is the highest level?) Maybe for me it is already the highest level. I try to open my heart ... again. But the fear always arises continuously, the fear of being disappointed, hurt, betrayed, dumped ... and there are many other terms such as heartbreak.
I make time for myself, with the goal of "I need me time" okay, I did, but I still get back to the starting line of "am I worthy of being loved?"
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