Just as she was thinking this, Xia Siyu was startled.
What was wrong with her, why would she think about being with Bo Yan! Even though they were forced to live together now, it was because she needed something from him, she wanted to learn acting from him. It was he who begged her not to leave, he who begged to live with her. But to him, she was dispensable. Although women have their needs, needs aren't necessities, and they certainly wouldn't be like this guy, who seemed to think about it all the time.
She could leave him at any time, she wasn't used to "eating her own words," and what she felt for him now wasn't love. She had always believed in preferring to lack rather than to have too much; even if it meant ending up alone, it was better than being in an unsuitable marriage full of constant quarrels.
She thought she had made it clear, so why did she still have... expectations for Bo Yan?
