Christian's pov
After telling Eli everything I knew she was in shock but when she told me she loved me I knew that there would be a but coming soon and what she was gonna say next would no doubt leave me heartbroken. " I love you Christian but I love my family too and what type of person would I be if I leave them for a boy and the most a boy that placed my life in danger. How can I ever be happy with you when I could possible be taken away or killed or my family. Christian I love them too much to put them in danger I can not take any chances when it comes to this. Her perfect pink lips has lost a bit of color and had cuts on her lower lip. Her beauty brown chocolate skin has lost it shine and glow. It was not hard to see that she has not eaten for a few days. She looked stressed, depressed, scared and it was all because of me I knew from when we were in High School that she was way out of my league. She came into my life and look what happened to her. It's my fault but I'm selfish so I still want her for myself. She had tears streaming down her face and that was once again my doing. " Give me time, I do not want to let you go but I do not want to endanger my family either." I looked at her in disbelieve she said time, to give her time. " Princess if that is what it takes I will give you all the time in the world I will wait on you for as long as it takes." she smiled but I could clearly see that it was a genuine smile. " Can I stay here today and go home in the morning?" Of course you can you did not even have to ask your welcome to stay or come anytime. You can shower in the quest room there is girl clothes in there they belong to my sister I am sure you can wear something in her her closet. It is the second door to your right I will be out here if you need me for anything. She got up and mumbled a goodnight, I did not answer I just smiled at her. I know that It will take sometime before she fully trust me again I also know that I will be waiting for a long time because the love that she has for her family is one you do not see everyday.
Elianna's pov
Once I left the living room and I was in the bathroom I broke down. for more reasons than I can say. Christian is a good guy he has always been a bad boy but I never toke him for a killer I never toke him for someone to deal with drug, gun, gangs and mafia. You see my mother's brother Derick was killed by the Russian Mafia their was a shoot out. Lets just say he was at the wrong place and the worst time. He tried to protect a pregnant woman and got shot twice and died on the spot. My dad well he left us for a gang and the daughter of the gang leader. So you get why I am angry and heartbroken that my first love his a mafia. I feel so stupid for still loving him with everything I have gone through for the past week. I stripped off all my clothes and went in the shower I turned the water on warm I let my mind drift away I think I was in there for more than 45 mins because my fingerers started to look all wrinkly. I went out got dress and sat down on the bed fight with myself trying to hold back myself from getting up and going to Chris he was like my own personal drug and that scared the crap out of me. I got up and open the door and as I opened it there he stud in all his glory of holy God he did not have on a shirt again I was staring at his beautiful body. I could not sleep knowing your mad at me look Elianna I have never done the whole relationship think but I want to be with you yes I am a mafia Lord and I deal with guns and drugs but all that money is used for only good. I know you said to give you time but I just need to know that you are not upset with me. By now the tears were back and I was a mess again. the only thing I could have done was jump up and rap my legs around his waist and kiss the living hell out of him. This kiss was not like the other ones that we have shared this one had more passion and love I could feel that he did not want me to leave our emotions were all over this kiss, no one was fighting for the lead of this kiss. I melted away in his arm he walked our to the bed and placed me gently down. " I can not tell you how sorry I am angel I know this is all my fault but I never mean for any harm to come to you or to your family. I am not trying to win you back over by tell you this I can not live with myself knowing your angry at me. Please princess Please" He looked so vulnerable at this moment. " I forgive you Chris I know it was never your intention to have this happen to me but I told you I needed time because I lost two people to the Mafia already. I dad had been cheating on my mom with the daughter of a big time Gang and so he left us when my mom found out. My uncle was killed by the Russian mafia about 5 years ago. I do not want to loos you or my family. I know falling for you and being with you will be dangerous but I want to be with you because I feel like you are the one but then I come with soo much baggage I do not even think I would be the ideal - I was cut off by another mouth watering kiss. This man is gonna be the death of me.
Christian pov
We broke away from our kiss . The look she gave me told me she was not done yet . I sighed not knowing what she will say next .
"I love you Chris but it doesn't mean I completely forgive you and forget what you have put me trough. You placed a lot of people's life that I love in danger, so if this is gonna work here is how it will work.
- you need to talk to me tell me every and anything even if its dangerous I have aright to know.
- no more secret so if you are hiding something better tell me now.
- and we will take it slow I know you do not want hard to come to me but I do not completely trust you as yet. But just please be honest with me. Can you sleep here with me tonight I like to in your arms and you smell really good. I laughed and she blushed I got in with her and she snuggled into my chest. Good night angle. I said after kissing her forehead. " good night bae" that was new but I could definitely get used to this and with that I spilt into a deep slumber. That night I slept like a baby. I woke up to my face getting kissed by my beautiful Angel. Goo morning sleepyhead I was gonna make breakfast buy I did not know what you wanted to eat so I figured it was better to ask you." " While firstly Good morning bae and I would like to say I wish that I was waken like this every morning."
I was thinking Its is better if we eat out, I know I know a really good placed that we can eat at if you like. " Really Chris Oh my God thanks bae. " She leaned down and her boobs were on full view she kissed me and her lower half were rubbing against my manly hood. She smiled in the kiss after realizing her effect on me she knew what she was doing this girl is gonna be the death of me.
We both got out of bed and got ready she did not take long and that actually surprised me because my sister takes so long to get ready. We went to the Diner and ate then she wanted to go home so I dropped her off. I did not want her to leave but she had to and I understood.