'' Fire doesn't create anything new, it just is. If things have to be destroyed for the fire to exist, that is the nature of fire. For the fire, these things are only necessary for it to arise ''
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My strange numbness and detachment from reality continued until Seth began to increase the intensity of his actions.
As he started tugging at my pants, I felt a growing panic overwhelming me.
My skin began to itch. Something was hurting me inside, and I felt as if my bones were breaking, twisting.
I couldn't help but scream.
I squirmed, running away from my own body, which trembled uncontrollably.
Something was fighting in me for liberation, but through the pain I experienced, I was unable to grasp my thoughts and come to what it was. A huge hug was building up my head to finally burst like a balloon.
