"Hey, capt'…You okay?"
"I am not."
Why did she have to sing that song? My heart hurts right now so much. One of the guys hands me a handkerchief which is dirty with grease and other things. When was the last time he washed this?
"No, thanks."
Let's leave them alone. I stand up and pass by Rebecca who doesn't stop singing. One of my tears fall on her hand while she sings. This is not only painful but it is irritating me as well. I had thought I was over and done with you but that song brought back unnecessary memories.
"Goddammit!!"
***
K'nor was sleeping right outside the camp so I go to him and lie down on his belly. He starts licking my face for a bit then return to his sleeping position. At least, with you, I can feel at ease.
I close my eyes and try to sleep but those damn memories won't stop flashing back in my head. Why did she have to play the only song she ever sang for me and me alone when I was afraid.
