| Hwang Hyunjin |
Hansol- Jinnie?
Hyunjin- Mhm?
Hansol- You okay?
Hyunjin- Yeah ...
Hansol- Um ... You know, there are new students. Isn't that cool?
Hyunjin- Oh, again?
Hansol- Yeah.
We went to class and sat behind. I put my chin on my arms and sighed. I didn't know it, but Hansol was looking at me worriedly. He knew that something had happened with Mrs. Park but he was far from knowing what really had happened.
The teacher entered and four students behind him entered in turn. Jesus. Four gods and two goddesses of sex appeal in front of me. The six introduced themselves, leaving silence in the classroom. They were all hanging from their lips, especially me. Geez, they were so sexy.
Two of the guys attracted me more than the others, Christopher, who preferred to be called Bang Chan and San and among the girls it was mostly Anastasia. Sweet name for a girl who seemed to have a strong character.
As the latter introduced herself, her eyes glanced around the class and stopped when they met mine. We looked at each other a few seconds before I looked away, too intimidated.
Teacher- Go sit down. Christopher and Andy, there are two seats next to Boram. Anastasia, one next to Changbin, I'm surprised you're here, young man. San, get next to Hyunjin and Lucas and Felix, just ahead.
They all sat in their places while I was jubilant inside. San stood to my right and I felt his manly, intoxicating scent flowing through my nostrils. He was so sexy ...
I couldn't help but watch his every move from the corner of my eye. San scribbled in his notebook and the more he drew, the more a rather familiar face appeared.
San- You know, I can see you.
A gasp broke through the barrier of my lips. He knew I was watching him.
Hyunjin- Mhmm ... I-I'm sorry ... It's just ... Hmm ... You draw well ...
The corners of his lips lifted and a flash of mischief appeared in his eyes. He had a lot of effects on me ... and he knew it ...
San- Hyunjin, right ?
I was hypnotized, I barely paid attention to what he was telling me. The only thing that caught my eye was the pink of his lips.
San- My eyes are higher.
He had said that, smiling and continuing to doodle. My eyes widened and I sat up straight in my chair, ears probably red.
Hansol- Well dude, you're unleashed.
I looked at him curiously, my eyebrow arched. What did he mean by that ?
Hansol- The woman at the club, Changbin and now San.
I sighed loudly and shifted in my chair. I would like to have him too. Speaking of San, he quietly approached me and whispered so that only I could hear him.
San- You don't look very comfortable in your chair, do you want to sit on my lap ?
I gasped softly, loving the idea of sitting down on his muscular thighs and sensually moving in and out-...
San- Shh, I don't know what's on your mind but it doesn't seem like it's very suitable for a class so take it easy Baby.
Shit. I leaned against my backrest and looked ahead, pouting. I was bored to death, I wanted to do more interesting, more exciting things.
It's crazy, I was a total addict, I never stopped. I always wanted more sex, more violence, more pain, less air in my lungs, more pounds in my ass, just more. But I always had a rule, I didn't do anything sexual with more than two people, except at the night club.
This place was literally a sex craving paradise. I was totally part of it, since it was not easy to find dominant women. I was bisexual and being dominated by a man was one of my favorite things on earth but being dominated by a woman ... it was just as exciting, but with a plus.
The bell did its job and I rushed to put my things away. As I was about to get up, my new neighbor put a sheet of paper on my desk. I took it gently in my hands and looking at it, a thin smile settled on my face. It was me.
San- I'll leave it to you.
He ruffled my hair, making me shake my head and wrinkle my nose. A reflex that I had since childhood, my father often did before ... leaving ...
San- Cute.
He walked out of the room with his friends as I tried to restore my cheeks to a normal color.
Hansol and I were in the halls when several people walked past us, talking quite loudly.
Ara- I didn't know me. Do you really think he's gay?
Chung-Ha- That will surely explain the fact that he did not date any girls in high school.
Hyolyn- Too bad, Hyunjin's really super handsome.
I looked up when I heard my name. Were they talking about me? Hansol looked at me curiously, he had surely heard the girls too.
Ae-Cha- Hey Eunha, did you hear what they all say?
Eunha- What's going on?
Ae-Cha- Do you know Hwang Hyunjin?
Eunha- Everyone knows Hyunjin, he is very popular.
Ae-Cha- Now we know why he rejects all the girls in high school.
Eunha- It's not possible that he said no to everything, there has to be one.
Ae-Cha- None. It even seems that a girl wanted to ... well you see, with him in the toilet and he left pushing her away.
It was wrong, I apologized. And then, the only reason I hadn't said yes to any girls was because I liked that it was them who led me and not the other way around, except all the girls here were saying "yes Daddy" too easily and to anybody.
Eunha- It's not true! Not even one, is he gay or what?
Ae-Cha- Exactly, everyone thinks that. Besides, you see yesterday when he came to class with lots of hickeys? Everyone thought it was a girl he was with. But it wasn't. And guess what?
Eunha- Tell me!
Ae-Cha- He was with Seo Changbin. Hwang Hyunjin did ... the thing with Seo Changbin! This is very gay!
Eunha- Oh no. He's way too hot to be gay ...
They left, continuing their conversation while I was scandalized. I couldn't believe it. Rumors about me were flowing. In the cafeteria, in the hallways, in the classrooms, everywhere. I was THE main subject of the whole high school. Great...
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I stepped into high school and received thousands of stares at me. The rumors still continued. I liked to attract attention. Hell, I literally lived for it, but not that attention. They weren't admiring or excited looks, they were worse, the kind of looks no one could stand, the ones that made uncomfortable.
Unable to hold it, I entered a classroom and sat on the floor with my head in my arms. I wasn't going to cry, it was no use, it wouldn't change a thing. But I wanted it so much.
A sob passed the barrier of my lips and as several more followed, a voice came out of my bubble.
? - Hyunjin?
I looked up and met the blue orbs of Mo -... Mrs. Park. She crouched down in front of me and put her hands on mine as I stared blankly at her with my red, puffy eyes.
Mrs. Park- What's the matter with you, Baby? What happened ?
Hyunjin- I'm ... People have ... made up all kinds of ... rumors about me and ... and -...
Mrs. Park- Shh, breathe, Love, breathe. It's only the two of us, everything is fine.
I nodded gently and breathed despite my many sobs.
Hyunjin- Now everyone is looking at me and ... and talking about me like I'm not there ...
Mrs. Park- Hey, Sweetheart, don't pay attention, these are things that won't last long, they'll all forget. And then, you and Hansol know that is wrong and that is the most important. Don't cry, Love, don't waste tears for unworthy people.
She wiped away my tears, brushing my skin with her perfectly manicured nails. I took a deep breath and without holding back I threw myself into Mrs. Park. She looked surprised before hugging me back and stroking my hair.
I tried not to leave tears on her gorgeous green blazer and intoxicated myself with the fruity scent. That too, I needed it. A good hug.
When the bells rang I was already in my seat, reading a document that Mrs. Park had given me. I tried not to pay attention, but to ignore the disgusted and mocking looks was too much of a task. The idea of burying myself alone now seemed possible to me, but the fact that Mrs. Park was there to help me reassure me and make me realize that there were quite a few problems in my idea.
Mrs. Park- Hello, dear students. I had something planned for today but, exceptionally, we will change. So we will stay on the subject of literature, but this course will be different.
She got up from the desk, put her jacket on her chair, showing us her lavender top, which very lightly and decently showed her flat stomach, before looking at us.
Mrs. Park- As you know, in literature, the handling of words is very important. You have to know how to play with words, use them wisely. Among other things, you have to know the impact that words can have. For example, I can say "Ae-Cha uses her oral cavity more for cackling than for fermenting words". Now Ae-Cha, I ask you to translate what I just said.
Ae-Cha began to line up several meaningless words. But before it gets too far, Mrs. Park spoke again.
Mrs. Park- I just said you spent more of your time gossiping than literature. Then words can be very impactful, as I just proved to you. I said it very nicely, but I made your comrade look like an idiot, I apologize for that. Well, know that when you say things, whether it's prettier or more raw, it can be very impactful. You may think you are saying something quite normal, but from another point of view, it may sound horrible. I would like that during the hour, you all give me an example.
I was really happy to have her as a teacher, she was really amazing. San, who was to my right, walked over to me and whispered.
San- Is she talking about you?
I turned my head towards him before returning my gaze to Mrs. Park and answer vaguely.
Hyunjin- Surely ...
Mrs. Park- Okay, since you don't seem to understand. I am going to give you a case that comes up far too often, and especially for you young people. This sentence makes me look older than I am.
The class laughed and a smile fell on my face. It was a good question. How old was she? Mrs. Park couldn't have been over 28. She looked way too young.
Mrs. Park- The rumors.
I saw two or three people giving me glances and more giggles.
Mrs. Park- I forbid you to laugh.
The students regained their seriousness when they saw the stern look she wore on her face.
Mrs. Park- I've heard rumors about your comrade, which I find despicable, it's unacceptable to do this kind of thing. He didn't ask for anything and suddenly people are allowing themselves to invent nonsense about his life. Who tells you these things are true?
A shy hand rose and Mrs. Park questioned him.
? - But Mrs. Park, Hyunjin refused all the girls in this high school.
My name, great ...
Mrs. Park- So what? Maybe he already has a girlfriend outside, maybe he doesn't find one to his liking, maybe he likes them older, maybe he likes them younger, it is his choice. Nothing allows you to get into a subject as intimate as his sexuality. And then even if he liked men, what bothers you?
Another person, Shin-Hyuk, a first-class asshole, started talking, smirking and looking at me mischievously.
Shin-Hyuk- It's just weird Mrs. He loves sausages.
Mrs. Park- Sausages, as you say, can be loved by anyone. You can't think of it that way. This stuff is personal. So, as of today, I don't want to hear about this story anymore. Otherwise, I'll put you all in detention. For the rest of the semester.
Wow.
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The weekend, finally. Classes had just ended. We had Mrs. Park thrice and since the first hour, no one had allowed themselves to give me any glance. Within an hour, she had managed to stop the rumors. Without me intervening.
I approached her office and waited for the last person to leave the room. The student had not closed the door but it was not wide open either.
Well, it didn't matter anymore since ... since she didn't want anything with me anymore, since I was still a minor.
Still a minor ... So maybe that meant she was just waiting for me to come of age. I was going to turn 18 in less than a month, so ...
Mrs. Park- Hyunjin?
I snapped out of my thoughts and looked at Mrs. Park with a smile.
Hyunjin- I ... I wanted to thank you and ... um ...
I hated to stutter and yet it seemed like I was just doing it lately.
Hyunjin- I ... I'm almost 18 ...
A confused look appeared on her face for a few seconds before it disappeared.
Mrs. Park- We better talk about this later.
Later ... My smile became a smirk and I answered her, looking her in the eye.
Hyunjin- Yes, later ... Good evening Mom-... Mrs. Park.
I left the room after seeing her react. Her breath had caught and her eyes darkened. Hell, I loved excited people so much.
Hansol- Well there you are, you smile again, it's been a long time.
Hyunjin- Indeed, it's been a long time. Say, do you think you can cover me up by telling my parents that I came to sleep at your brother's ?
Hansol- Do you want to go to the club?
I gave him a playful pat on the shoulder and smiled widely at my best friend. We were on our way to the house of his super sexy older brother, it had to be said, who knew about my little secrets and who agreed to cover me up.
Hyunjin- You know me so well !
Hansol- Maybe because for almost three years you've only been telling me about it.
Hyunjin- Dude, listen, in this place there is Heaven. Especially for people like me.
Hansol- When you say that, I don't understand.
When we got to the front door, my best friend opened the door and closed it behind me.
Hyunjin- You know me, I prefer to be below, right ?
Hansol- I understood.
Hyunjin- Well, there, there are people like me and others who ...
I started to look up, several of my adventures coming to mind, before I regained my sanity and looked at my gray haired friend, who made him look hot.
Hyunjin- Others who dominate us.
? - I'm happy to hear about your favorite activities Jinnie, it even excites me. But currently I'm eating and imagining you being dominated can turn me on. And know that having a boner while eating isn't pleasant.
I laughed and walked over to Johnny and ate the bite he was going to put in his mouth before putting my bag on the floor. Hansol rolled his eyes laughing and went upstairs.
Johnny- How was high school ?
Hyunjin- Bad but today, good.
He ran a hand through his spectacularly shiny brown hair and looked at me, farfalle in his mouth and a confused look on his face. Even like that, he was still hot.
Johnny- I don't understand.
Hyunjin- Rumors were circulating about me and my new literature teacher threatened my class to put them in detention for the whole semester.
Johnny- ... Is she cute ?
Hyunjin- No, she's sexy, hot as Hell. She's got sex appeal like no one else and ... Wow ... She's just wow !
Johnny- Owh, I'll come visit you on Monday.
As I laughed, the sound of water echoed around the house. Vernon was showering, perfect. I got up and sat down facing Johnny.
Johnny- What? Do you want to make out while my brother is away?
Another laughter seized me and he began to smile with all his teeth.
Johnny- I'm serious, I don't mind!
Hyunjin- I have to tell you something. But promise me you won't tell anyone, let alone Hansol.
Johnny- You fantasized about me, right ? I'm afraid he already knows.
Hyunjin- That, is not a secret. But more seriously, promise me.
Johnny- You have my word, Jinnie, don't worry.
Hyunjin- I saw her at the club. My teacher.
Johnny- ... Eurk ...
Hyunjin- Believe me not! I didn't know she was a teacher. Besides, she looks like she's barely in her twenties so when you see her, it's not her age that really worries you. And ... um ... I have already slept with people over 30 ...
Johnny- Ohw, Hyunjin ... So young, so angelic and yet so demonic ... Jesus ... You need Jesus ...
Hyunjin- Believe me, I know it. Finally ! She was there, I approached and she stopped me directly.
Johnny- Ish. Okay, get down to business because I don't think Vernon's gonna be in the shower for long.
Hyunjin- She ... destroyed me ... And you don't know how much I loved it.
Johnny- ... Jesus ... You've been dominated by your literature teacher ...? Hyunjin ... does she swear?
Hyunjin- No one degraded me as much as she did, in one sentence.
Johnny- Ironic, for a literature teacher.
Hyunjin- But she decided to stop everything between us because I'm a minor and -...
Johnny- Because she risks losing the right to practice. Hyunjin, this so-called relationship has no future. She is of age, you are not, first offense. She's a teacher, you're her student, second offense. Two, maybe not a lot, but she already risks quite a few years in prison, 3 to 10 years. Like you said she looks like she's in her twenties which means she still has quite a few years to live and spending them in jail, I don't think she wants that.