Saturday, October 1st
it's been a week since Michael and i kissed and well.. we haven't talked about it, or talked at all for that matter. Ash is acting weird too, i don't know what i did..
flashback(Friday, September 24th)
i walked up to Ashton who was sitting at an empty lunch table since we did have any classes together today, i was holding my sisters cheer uniform which i had to pry out of her disgustingly messy closet because she didn't clear it out when she moved to her dorm.
"i did it loser! ha ha, here's your uniform skinny boaa. you gotta wear it all day Monday and its lily's so if you 'accidentally' lose it or stretch it out you gotta buy her a new one " i laughed after using air quotes on accidentally. i handed the cheer outfit to him and all i got was a small displeasing look. he had dark circles under is eyes and puffy cheeks.
"not now grey" he got up and walked away, a frown on his face and his voice sounded like he'd either been crying.
i tried finding him and i even went outside where we weren't supposed to be since it was a senior privilege but he was nowhere to be seen. after i got home i tried calling him but no one answered, i figured maybe he was skipping and his phone died but for some reason it still made me nervous.
end of flashback.
maybe i took the bet a little to far, i called him a loser yeah but he never took it like he did on Friday. he also didn't come to school all week after that and i don't know if he just wanted space or something but i was still confused.
i got out of bed since id just been laying there thinking and got dressed, just one of ash's led zeppelin shirts that he'd left here and a pair of black ripped jeans and my converse.
my mom opened the door, "hey hon, i'm thinking about taking dad out to his favorite restaurant for his birthday dinner. you wanna invite Ashton? i know he likes the place too" she asked as i was tying my shoes.
"uhm, were not really talking at the moment.." i said looking at the floor. i sniffed trying not to cry, i was a very emotional person and not talking to ash threw me off course.
"oh no why, what happened?"
"i'm not really sure actually, one day were best friends the next he's ignoring me.. and not coming to school.. " i felt my eyes water, i was silently cursing myself. i hated crying in front of people. i was a really ugly crier too. "i'm going over to his, i'll be back before supper if he actually lets me in" i got up and raced past my mom, running down the stairs and quickly grabbing my long board that sat next to the front door. i hopped on it and immediately regretted not grabbing a sweater. it was October and i was wearing ripped jeans and a very light ripped shirt.. what kind of idiot am i?
A/N: so i have news, i got a message from web novel saying they want to post my story on there site! i'm extremely excited! i haven't agreed to anything yet and i still need to go over the contract but if all is well then i will have more then like 2 people reading my book!! i cant wait