Author's P.O.V.
-Look! Who is here?! The one and only Mr. Noah Santorini.
-Nice to meet you too Mr. Matthew.
-You have your dog with you Mr. Santorini.
-I don't have time to beat your ass Mattie.
-Both of you shut the fuck up.
-Oh bear is angry.
-Fuck the formalities.
Noah raised his fit to beat Matthew, but his hand was stopped in the air by Ivan.
-Calm your asses! We have to talk Santorini.
-Master "H" said that he is too damn angry, because of your fucking mistakes. How can I say nicely. Your time is running, so have a nice time with your butterfly. Oh... also how is your mama doing?
-Fuck your damn ass Adams!
-The conversation is finished. Santorini you know what to do and what will happen if you won't.
-Mama Teresa... Bye Bye Sani.
Noah was looking at the cars unless they disappeared in the turn. Jayden sighed and came to his direction.
-what are we gonna do Noah?
-As we planned we will play his game.
-Ahh.. Okay as you say bro.
Alisa's P.O.V
I open my eyes in our room. After realizing what happened I slowly get up. I change and go in kitchen. Sapha is cooking breakfast while humming some song with smile. She looks at my direction a bit surprised then smiles.
-Ali have you slept well? Will you join breakfast with me?
-Well.. yes of course. I will help you to lay a table.
After eating and talking in middle, we go in living room and sit near fireplace. We both are quite, lost in our thoughts. I was almost to fell asleep when I hear Sapha's excited words. She jumps out of chair running to window. I look in confusion after she runs towards me.
-It's snowing Ali.
I look in window seeing everything starting to get in white coat. The most beautiful thing.
-Snow...
-Ali you okay?
-Huh? oh yes... just I remembered something...
Memories of our family playing in snow, Betty's hot chocolate and cookies... I am back in reality when I hear Jayden's words.
-Beauties go pack your suitcases we are going somewhere.
Because of excitement he forgets that we don't know about their relationship and hugs Sapha spinning her in air, her loud giggles making everyone to smile. I look at Noah smiling and when you eyes met his smile fades for a moment then smirking he comes towards me.
-Someone wants to stay? Or don't you love snow?
-I am going to pack and I love snow. Where have you been?
-Me and Jayden had to book cottages also we had to prepare something.
-Why do I have a feeling it's more than that.
-Of course it is. We had to hide a dead bodies and two business meeting.
-Is that so?
-Not even a glimpse of fear?
-Why should I be afraid? I know how mafia works Santorini. You kill or you are killed to say shortly.
-Why do I have a feeling you know more than that?
-Using my own line towards me?! Nice Santorini.
His smirk grows bigger and little devils start to dance in his dark eyes. A sign of excitement.
-I am quick learner Alis.
The way he licks his lips and moves his tongue. He is distracting. I hear a cough.
-Do you have other plans?
Jayden asks with smirk.
-No.
-Maybe.
We both say in unison which makes Jayden smile wider this time. I sigh in annoyance and took Sapha's hand going in my room. I hear her giggles.
-Your brother makes my blood boil.
-From what?
-Now you too?
After seeing her smirk too my annoyed face becomes more annoyed if it's possible. Sapha giggles more taking my suitcase and going to my wardrobe as I lay on my bed. I can have a little happiness don't I?
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Author's P.O.V.
-Ali. Dear where you?
-I am in garden daddy.
Little four years old girl is standing in the flower garden of her mum with unknown man in front of her. Alisa's dad rushes towards her daughter. He is a few feet away and can hear their conversation now.
-Do you like this flower?
-Yes. It's beautiful. Daddy look at this.
-Ali mummy made your favorite pancakes let's go and taste it okay?
Betty takes little girl with her and disappears.
-Come on James, she is my..
-No she isn't and never will be. I warn you don't come near her.
The guards followed unknown to the gates. James sighed and went back to the kitchen.
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-Daddy!
James run to her after he heard her screaming. He took her in his hands stroking her hair.
-Daddy he was here... and he scared me...
-I am here Little.. don't be afraid.. I am here..
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Four years later
-Alex where you? I can't find you, you won now come out!
-Alex! Alex...
-Why did you make me angry?
-I told you, I don't want to play with you.
She looked at the direction of home fast and back to his direction.
-And I told you I will be angry. Will you play with me now?
-I don't... you are scary...
She said with terrified look on her face. His eyes was so dead and he was too angry. He was a monster in girl's eyes. She backed up a little, her body shaking a bit.
-I just want to play with you. What about Hide and seek Little Beast? I will count and you hide Beasty. One...Two...Three...I am coming.
He laughed and walked towards her direction.
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Noah's P.O.V.
-Alisa! Alis! Wake up!
-He was coming... He was...
-Calm down it was a nightmare. You fell asleep in car. We are in cottage. Here drink water.
After drinking water, I hugged her. I was stroking her hear unless she fell asleep again. I put her in bed. I have to go outside. I take my coat in a hurry and text Jayden that I need to talk with someone or I will be incontrollable.
I am at his door already as he comes out. As he sees my face his face becomes hard to read.
-What's wrong Noah? Is it about her?
-Nothing. She is perfect. Just another nightmare. Everything is perfect!
-Noah...
-Why? What the hell am I doing? Who am I?
I don't wait for his answer and continue letting my emotions control me.
-I am nothing. I am a killer of the only woman I love. I will be the reason of her destruction! I will be the damn reason of her death!
-Noah come to your senses!
-Why am I not saying the truth? We are killers. How many people we killed because he ordered?
-Noah!
-what! I am saying truth! I am killer!
He punches my face shouting to come to my senses. But all I do is laugh. Hysterical laugh which became a roar. It was hurting so damn much I was unable to describe.
-I am losing her... I am losing her again...
-Noah...
-I can't live without her not again... I will die without her...
Alisa's P.O.V.
I open eyes seeing his face first. He sleeps so peacefully. His dark hear is messy and his knuckles red. I sigh and get up. I hear his groan.
-Hey.
His smile is so fake and his voice is raspy.
-What's..
He cuts my sentence by saying not to ask. I sigh, he won't say a word. Why you aren't telling me? I am the reason am I not?
He gets up and I go to him hugging from back. He sighs and then hesitantly asks.
-Can you tell me something?
-Yes. What?
-Will you ever forgive me lying?