He wanted to remove that material too, but after thinking about it.. and finding .. his own body's dangerous reaction towards the action ...of the body...who was doing nothing except lying ... at all... was more than.. enough for him... to not to do anything .. that could bring a disaster upon both of them ...
After all, taking advantage of her... was the last thing , either he ... or according to him ... she would have wanted.. Plus , he , his mind, his body, only and only belongs to Tina ... an angel...
So , he better not think about something as stupid like this ... right!!!
After convincing himself time... over and over again.. he finally completed his task... of ' removing patient's cloth' and he was happy... since he achieved his task...then came the third step... ' Take one cotton ball, dip it in the yellow disinfectant liquid...( whose method of preparation was given too... but since he detected the so called yellow bottle , he skip that content... ) then, firstly use dry , clean cotton and rub it around the wound.. , so that , if there's any irt or dust particle.. it should get removed..'
He saw her ' the definition of wound', and he started examining it first.. with 110% focus on the wound... not on the body... he examine and found out that there was a deep... very deep slant cut.. started forming from her left collarbone to down below upto her waist's right side... ( just like ' \ ') .... and there was still some blood flowing from the area near the wound... but basically , all her upper region was covered with dirt, dust and dried blood (all thanks to his negligence). What's the most horrific part is that.... the line traces through her left breast... too ... which shows how cruel, ruthless and merciless the person... she offend is.... , and her inner garment was soaked with fresh as well as parts of dried blood too...
He decided to ignore... it ab started rubbing a dried, clean cotton all over her body.. which he was holding with an instrument.... (who look like a scissor too... but a different variety.. he just saw it in the book... where a coarse drawing of this instrument was made) and once he was done and ... made sure that all the dirt, dust and germs are cleaned... out..
then he read the next instruction... 'Disinfect the wound , for that firstly wash your hands with spirit water... then cover your hand with that cotton gloves... then take another cotton ball.. dip it in the disinfectant.. then slowly...but carefully .. apply it on the surroundings ... then near the wound... then slowly ... slowly at the wound... make sure to change the cotton balls constantly in this process.. and not to use ... uncleaned cotton ball on or nearby the wound....'
He stare at the body... then at the book... and started following the steps... he can't believe there is actually a thing called cotton gloves..
Ha!!! Nevermind!!! No one asked for his opinion anyways!!! So, he get back to his work... that was to clean his hands... then he wear the gloves... hen he starts the disinfection... and he actually did the entire process perfectly , firmly and beautifully... and not even once, his hand shook ... either from fear or anything... as if he has done the same thing, thousand of time... although... it was his first time... in the actuality..
Once .... he made sure of the disinfection... like the entire body was now eluminating in the light... all thanks to the cold liquid that he was applying slowly .. slowly on her body... He actually cleaned all the blood, all the remaining dirt and dust beautifully... but then he stop.... stare at particular direction... and after hesitating twice... he finally decided to do it...
And finally with an unlimited amount of courage.... , he finally remove that coarse cloth... which was covering her twin asset... and as expected , he just got mesmerized by the sight... and fall in a daze... just by seeing two pink peaks on the milky white skin...
He cleared his throat once, twice, thrice... and after clearing his throat for nth time... he find it of no use.. so he couldn't help but stare at the empty room... as if trying very hardly to distract himself... and as if Mother Nature was trying to help him... when he stare at the half open , half closed window.... his eyesight was welcomed by beautiful scene of dawn... the scenery of sunrise... the beautiful view of sun filling the entire place different colors that it has brought with it... And within minutes sky turns from black... to pitch black... then from pitch black to dark blue... then from dark blue to light blue... and from light blue to white... then from white to red.... from red to orange... and then finally from orange to yellow... and just like that... within minutes... the entire sky shows a miraculous show.. a show of beauty... a show of colors..
And he finally, firmly and successfully got distracted... and when he saw the body again... he felt nothing.. as if he was devoid of any emotion... he watch her injured breast... and got shocked by seeing just how deep the bloody cut is....
As if it had pierced hundred of layers through this girl... Although, he didn't want to admit it, but he was deeply moved by the sight... she must have been in pain, she must have wanted to avoid it... she must have tried to escape... she must have known about his granny's skills, and thus must have come here in hope to save herself.. but what did he do in return?
Considering her as a waste...!!!!! TRYING TO AVOID HER .... Or thinking about diging her... grave..
He felt sad for her... but that idea disappeared the same way , it come through... before it could reach it's target. After all, anyone can think about being merciful... even hell could show mercy... but he can't and he won't ...
He doesn't want to repeat the history, no.. No , he won't let anyone enter his life... no... never..
Tina... who said , she will pester him, for the rest of her life... ditch him too.. in the middle...
No, he won't let anyone capture even a little space in his life... No, he won't...