Its my birthday today and birthdays are supposed to be happy but unfortunately mine is not. its crazy when i think that i've been alive for 16 years and its the very beginning of the 17th year and all i got for my birthday as a present is this news about my boyfriend cheating . this is hard to believe but i am sure liana wot lie to me because, she's been my best and only friend for about 6 years.
I stare at the mirror, maybe crying. i don't want to but i'm crying because i feel worthless. how much ever i tried i still couldn't be enough and the fact which altered me the most was how my thoughts were different from his. i thought we were perfect, i dreamed of forever. but him, it hurts to know that it meant nothing to him. I know that if i cry things could only get worse, i need to keep my head up high and face him and the world
In middle of all these chaos, my phone started to ring, first i thought to let it ring because whats more important than my life at this point and i know that even if i attend it, it will only worsen the situation because i know that there's nothing in the world which can make me feel better. but in the curiosity to know who it was, i reached upto my phone and grabbed it. it was liana, i answered the call.she said "hey" i replied"hello", "ive been calling you for so long, why wasn't you answering" , "oh, is it? i didn't notice" i replied, "since you didn't answer my call, i thought somethings wrong"she said "so i came home, now open the front door". i was glad she came over because i really needed somebody to get me through the night, so i ran downstairs and opened the door.
i was surprised when i saw the person who was standing outside the door with a bouquet of flowers in their right hand and cell phone in the left, it was sean raid, my so called 'ex'. why the hell is he even at my doorstep. to apologize?why flowers? and where is liana? she is the one who called me a minute back. "hey" he said, i stepped back a bit "many happy returns of the day beautiful" he said holding the bouquet of flowers towards me, i slid my phone from my right pocket and immediately unlocked it to check the call log. i was genuinely shocked when i realized that the person who called me and spoke to me wasn't liana, it was sean. i stepped back a little more and shut the door closed. tears started rolling down my cheek as i was running upstairs.