Eungoo stared at the ceiling for the nth hour. He didn't get a wink of sleep last night. How could he? He just heard something he wishes he shouldn't have. He wished he wasn't so drunk to have come down the stairs looking for Yejun. He wished he didn't hear those words that he had uttered so he wouldn't actually feel like shit right now and have been woken up from the most beautiful sleep ever.
His heart ached as he patted his chest harshly and bit his lips. He was hurting not only from those words but the sudden thoughts of making that decision of leaving Kwan was the icing to the top. He felt downright horrible but what could he do? He didn't want to let his hyung suffer more than he should. He also knows now that he could never have Yejun's heart.
'what is it?' he thought.
