I woke up early to prepare breakfast. And took care of it early to get in early "Mau! Where are you?" Ivy asked me. "Why?" I replied "we are looking for you!" Ave shouted I looked at them. They look worried
"Calm down girls, I'm fine" I said calmly then I smiled at them
"Are you sure? I think you are not okay. See you we are friends right? So tell us" said ivy. "Okay okay I'll say later its okay?" They smiled at me. We walk down the corridor to the room. she just sat in once Ave took another course because she took Architecture she took
When we returned to the room, I immediately sat down and Ave returned to his room. They said they had a professor "What's the problem?" He asked me "Ian doesn't chat much anymore. I don't know what his problem is" I said
He chatted but the contraction I showed our chats with Ian was not like before "What is your real problem?" He asked because I just shook my head I don't know what and his problem when I asked he said nothing. He is not understood. We finished our class early, we just waited for Ave. "So what is it?" He asked curiously about "later, let's just go to my dorm"
When we arrived at the dorm I immediately put my belongings in my room while they were cooking and tidying up. Sitting on the couch
"What is it?" Ave asked me "I don't know why? What is his problem" I said
"why is there something?" She asked me "he doesn't chat anymore because I don't know what his problem is" while we were talking it was okay during the nights we sent them away they didn't come in tomorrow.
"Bye!"
"Take care!"
I immediately went in and check if Ian had a chat. He was online but he did not reply it was already 11am when my aunt came to hand over my allowance and we left immediately. And I slept too. When I woke up, I checked my phone, no reply occurred, even on the messenger or he did not reply, he let me take care of him and dressed to enter. I was at the gate just waiting for the two
"Let's go" we immediately entered the elevator I was just quiet while the two talked when we entered. First subj. Mathematics sir Erick just took a lesson and did an activity I was drowsy again after discussing sir left and I took out my phone I don't have a still chat from Ian.
I have an inbox zone with him, I don't know why I have a hard time with our situation, especially since we are not always together, I know he has a problem at home, but I hope he says so. We went straight home to the parking lot to get home. When I arrived I went straight to the bedroom I was going to do activities of a sudden pop up chat I went out when I came out there was nothing so I picked him up where he was. I know they drank with his friend.
I just had a fight in the chat all night, I can't really control it because the others I found out were drinking, I don't know, I know my girlfriend, but I just don't seem to have anything to do with it, I know I will do it Until I fell asleep, I realized that I had fallen asleep. I was lying on the study table. I moved into my room and slept there.
When I woke up, I went to see my grandmother to check on her. I also immediately chatted with Ian but his cold still mine i didn't to really understand what is happening to him or he wants to break up with me he not only says but I will not allow that to happen there.
I didn't get in today because I was crying because my eyes were swollen so much I was just crying crying I was just in the dorm, earlier they called me ivy i do not answered their calls I do not I know I will feel now.
Its already 8:00 pm at night I'm waiting for his chats, he doesn't even reply to me, I'm tired. I've been crying all day, I only eat a little now, I can't eat well. I do not know what to do. And the extra wheel I think is more messy I tried to talk to him I tried to call him I was weak. When there was a sudden knock on my door I was weak but I tried to stand up when I opened the door to meet me
Ivy Madison
I saw the worry on his face almost as if he would tweak me when she saw my appearance he immediately hugged me "Shhhhh. Its okay I'm here" then all the tears that I had been holding back fell he helped me to sit on the chair next to me he just did not leave I just hugged him. I asked Ian again that he might reply now. Ivy was just sitting next to me
"Just wait for me to get you some water, did you eat? I'll cook for you for a while" she immediately stood up and gave me water I also immediately drank what she gave me and then she cooked Ian chatted he replied but she collapsed my world in his last chat because I just cried and cried
"What happened" she said confusedly I read all our Convo I just cried crying he hugged me there so. Part of my life is Ian, I don't want him to disappear. Am I choking? Is he being controlled there, is it that easy for everyone? Is that all.
I looked at his my day he looked happy. He called for the video call "I'm sorry, Mau. I have to" the pain is so much I love him so much my world is spinning but what do I have to do for him but he treats me like this I can't accept
"Mau, please don't cry" she hugged he just me. What I need is ivy now she is the one I lean on now I don't know I will make my eyes very swollen
"Sleep you Mau, I'm just here" I just nodded at her and went straight to my room
I immediately lay down, meditating. What is wrong with me? Is something missing from me? I do not know huhuhu what is this so why are you doing this. Until I fell asleep.
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