Love? you say. that's not possible. It isn't meant for me. I was born without it. My life was not as pleasant as it should be. The moment I was born, my fate was destined to go down. Nevertheless, I stood up unable to endure such a painful reality. I wanted to change No, I wanted to escape from this reality. My stubbornness was so dense. It made me slow to gain that reality. Despite being so frugal, I had to train hard for days. No one gave me the motivation I needed that time. Some say "You would never stand up. You're are born loser." I know that they are nothing but a worthless fellow I have to just ignore them. The only one who appreciates me was my mother. We lived in villages. Even though everyone moved to the city, we held back. Because we are here. This is our land. We can't just live this pure soil. My single mother was suffering much due to her incurable disease. I didn't know what it was called that time but it was a contagious disease. My mother didn't tell me why the villagers left us in a distance Shed. Maybe because she didn't want me to get sad. The disease being much powerful, mother had fallen on the bed for days. She can neither stood up nor can seat. Her only option was to lay down. In that critical situation, I determined that there would be food on our plate. No matter what, I'm gonna become someone strong. No, I had to become someone strong. Not for me but for my dear mother who's unconsciously laying on the bed. Every time I was able to give up, I just looked at her beautiful face and that was enough to make my blood flowed again. I hunted in the wilderness, running for hours. There was no mentor for me. I was all alone. Humans are really interesting. They can do anything. I can see that from me. I'm a living example. The bite marks on the body were something that gives me pleased. It's not like l love that kind of thing. It just gives me please to think that I at least tried. If you just keep trying you would even dominate the whole world. You just need to keep aiming no matter what. But I can't forget that night. That rainy night it was so dark. It filled my heart with terror even to this day. Mother's heath went severe. I never thought this day would come. As a child who was born with nothing but his mother, I was...greatly hampered by this shock.
"Mother...Mother...You can live a little longer can't you?"
"Dear, I think God is calling me. I have spent a lot of time with you. Don't cry when I live in this world. Promise me that you wouldn't cry."
"I....I...Promise...."
Although I promised that I wouldn't cry, I cried that night with all I had. My sobbing was so loud that even the forest remembered it.