As he layed on his bed after showering, he was still reeling from the fact that he had lost control few hours earlier.....
Antonio didn't know what took him to his favorite spot which he had not been for nine years, he just found himself there and sat in a dark spot thinking...
He thought that Bettina betrayal hurt but her having a child for Andres and also naming the child the same name they planned to name their child when they were ready hurts more.
He was surprised to see her come up the cave and had been quiet to see what she was up to .
He didn't expect her to to just stare into space for long or the silent sobbing from her.
He was shock from her display wondering what her problem was but he kept to himself as he felt it had nothing to do with him.
After sometime as she made to leave he didn't know what made him decide to take a jib at her.
"Do you regret it?", He had asked her.
She had turned to him with shock showing that she had not being aware of his presence.
He wanted to mock her, to shame her for how she had left him a pauper to marry a Rich man to turn back to being poor while he had made money.
But holding her chin and looking down in to those golden eyes had unleashed the beast in him.
He didn't know what prompted him to kiss her or take her rough and hard in the open till they were both gasping for breath.
Every seconds, minutes and over an hour he spent fucking her was like he was high on drugs.
He hates her so much for what she did to him and didn't expect he will loose control around her looking back at how they parted ways.
Betty has been the only person who does that to him but he thought it was past.
He never expected that he will behave like a blooming youngster having his first hard on.
Tonight had made him realized more that what happened years ago still hurt him especially when he had asked her "if Andres fucked her the way he did".
Even though he had looked as if he was in control, he had been very tensed waiting for her answer and it was a relief when she cried" no".
He had loved Betty so much and still wondered where he went wrong that made her change.
This was one question that he had never been able to find answer to.
Was loving her not enough?
Or was he not enough?
How could a person you think you know change overnight? He wondered.
How could she had forgotten all the promises they made to each other.
She was his only family and he never thought she would ever hurts him.
Not after what they had both being through together.
For fuck sake she gave him her first everything; her first kiss , touches and even virginity. She was so INNOCENT
In every thing which had been a shock to him for someone who sleeps on the street.
Her always been optimistic has been like a ray in his life and he did everything to protect that light so it will never go dark.
When Andres as started his pursuit of her at first, she had complained to him after he was beaten several times by his goons and she got to find out she had cried.
Few weeks later, the whole problem stopped so he thought it was all over until one morning when he heard a knock in their one bedroom apartment "who?", He had asked while he opened the door.
It was the police and he was arrested everything that took place afterwards was like a dream.
Seeing his woman cry hurts more than his being in jail cause he had promised that he will never let a tears drop from her eyes.
Those moments in jail he felt like a failure that he had let her down all because he was not wealthy. They both knew he was frame but there was nothing they could do.
They just hoped that justice would prevail.
After some weeks in jail, he didn't see her for 3days he had been scared and worried wondering if Andres might have gotten to her maybe kidnapped her even.... His thoughts kept on running wild and he couldn't even eat the meals he was given.
He had persistently asked Bucho about her with him giving him different excuses to why she couldn't come until he said lowly" Antonio I am sorry but Betty got married".
Bucho couldn't even look at him as he told him knowing how hurts he would be .
" You are lying damn it, leave here this minute", he had yelled angrily at him and didn't want to listen to anything else he said.
The day he was told he had visitors when he saw them Andres and Betty...
With him holding her intimately and the sparkling ring on her finger has broken him.
Her betrayal had made him leave town and pushed him to work hard to become the owner of a billion dollars corporation.
He wanted to see the look in her eyes when she realized that she has made the biggest mistake of her life by leaving him.
But he didn't expect that their first meeting alone will result into him having sex with her.
After Betty betrayed him, he have not been able to find a woman he could connect to romantically and sex for him as just been him chasing his release.
Tonight for him, had really been a crazy one he had never acted that way in a long time.
After all she had done to him, he never expected that he would have sex with her and he has to worry about the aftermath.
Hopefully she takes an after morning pill cause he wanted nothing to do with her.
He can never trust her again.
Never.