When you look at me
All you ever see
Are bars standing in between
Me and the world that's been currupting
The thing is I didn't get locked in here
I locked myself up in fear
And I don't think you realize just how scary it is out there
I fall to sleep at nights with thougt I wanna share
But why should anyone else care
All I am is another number to them.
The truth is people don't seem to understand
The way I comprehend
The things that I pretrend
Don't seem to send
My head in a spin
But if they'd take the time
To listen to me through all the crying
Then maybe they'd appericate
The time I take
To animate
All the problems that I try to espace
But I can't
Cause I'm locked in a ceil
All by myself just to dissappear
But this is my jail
And maybe I just don't seem to be clear.
If you can't seem to understand I'm scared of my own life mistakes
I've made them ever since before I got saved
See the word perfect can't apply to my heart
When the heart that I have seems to just keep falling apart
Ever since I got saved just seems to tare faster
And pumps blood that looks a little bit blacker
Or maybe its just me
Feels like I'm stuck in an asylum of my own memorys
Its scarier inside then you people could ever believe
All this anger that you see
Its all bottle up inside of me
Just seems to be
That every time I have something happen to me
All this anger I hold against myself seems to start to leak
Its like oxygen
It may not eploxed into fire
But it will sure make the flame grow higher
If you dont seem to see
The person I want to be
Then maybe you dont know me. At all
Cause this jail I'm stuck in and left in a transe
The keys are just hanging, here in my hand.