Sometimes it sounds like I cannot hear
What people say about me
What they think
I try to block it out
It comes to a point where I can't anymore
I'm disconnected
From everything
From everyone
Sometimes I think about if I were gone
If I escaped
Would anyone notice?
I suppose they would
Maybe not the experiments
we are all broken
I believe that we can ease that
Maybe we could
Darcy thinks we can
But is it worth a shot?
Would it amount to anything?
Would it help?
I suppose I was afraid
I lashed out
I never wanted to hurt her
I am regretful
Especially now
I'm ignoring where I'm going
it's too painful to imagine
If I had told her my real thoughts
would I be here now?
I'm not sure
But when I get out
I'll tell her I'm sorry
I'll tell her she's right
I'll tell her I'm afraid
I wish I could die.