"Why didn't you seek to find her?" Asaya asked.
"I did, I sent my men but Amal used to run away anytime. After her death, I left my throne to my son for ten years. I went to a village in the green mountains in the north of Inara. I sneaked to the corner of solitude. I prayed maybe god remits my sins. I returned after all and demanded your uncle, Faez to go and talk to Nerssi. I wanted him to allow me to meet my granddaughter. You were always traveling with your father and access to a meeting was very hard.
I left everything to destiny because its games are very unfair but never lies and cheat. It will make things clear even if it is bitter or it will go hand in hand with time solve it anyway. I see it as a patient warrior who has been fighting with the demon.
