Finding my way back to God

I remember looking up with eyes filled to the brim with tears. I was getting kicked out of my Amish community it was all I had ever known. I didn't know anything about the outside world all they told me was that there were heathens and that soon I would be one of them. That's when I woke up and saw that I was in my new hotel room. I remembered the lasts moments with my mom her eyes filled with tears. She managed to give a few hundred dollars which she had saved up tor an emergency. One of the brother's took me to this hotel and left me without a word. That is how I ended up in this new world I knew nothing about.