Waking up, I could already tell how sleep-deprived I was. Who wouldn't? I literally could not sleep well because of the fear of Lukas returning. I asked my brother if I could sleep in his bedroom instead because there is no way that guy would come to his room boldly. There was a short dispute about this and that but in the end, we compromised by letting him sleep in my room instead.
He stayed on the sofa while I cowered in my bed, holding Kuro. Even though Nathaniel was just right there, I was still a bit apprehensive. I kept thinking that Lukas could seriously come again despite Nathaniel being here. He's that unpredictable, you know. Thus, why I couldn't sleep properly at all, always waking up from every small movement.
It's such a hassle, I swear.
I let out a depressed sigh and groaned in annoyance. Ruining my already wild hair in frustration.
Will I start living in anxiety like this from now on? Ughh…
