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After my first date with Azula ended I went back to my house, with a single thought in mind… that there was no doubt I had feelings for her and that the worst part was that I knew it was stupid for me to do so, or rather impossible. I had after all known her for maybe a day or so. And yet… even though I knew her to be crazy as funny, I just couldn't find a reason good enough to motivate me to cut her off from my life.
Everytime I tried to think about one, my mind would wander to the very moment our lips met, how soft her lips felt and how aggressively hot it was.
Needless to say, Azula already had a feeling of possessiveness for me that emanated above her other emotions, like an animal claiming it's territory. I could feel it and if somehow made me happy, to feel that, to feel her every emotion. I could still remember perfectly what she felt during our first kiss, at first she was scared of rejection… terrified that I would turn her down, then surprised I had reciprocated the kiss, and now she was elated with how things had resulted.
It was weird, to feel every emotion coursing through her, like water in a river.
But I couldn't deny it felt good feeling her lips touch mine , it was almost as if the world vanished around me, erasing any other emotion that wasn't her. Intoxicating my feelings.
"Well, I suppose things could be worse," I muttered, jumping into my bed.
"She seems like a nice girl…" Chesire commented, "Maybe a tad violent but who am I to judge human mating rituals,"
I rolled my eyes at the cat, "I just didn't expect to develop any feelings… it was better when I didn't have girl problems," I chuckled.
"Problems? Aren't you two a thing now?" Cheshire asked, confused.
"I… I suppose we are," I wasn't entirely sure, but considering how possessive the princess felt about me at the end of our date, it was safe to assume she saw me as hers now.
"Then what is the problem?" Cheshire asked again.
"I… I don't know," I sighed, with a low groan, "It's just that I… I didn't expect this to happen… in my mind I had a vision, an idea of her… and a single kiss shattered that… a single kiss shattered my barriers like I was a fucking sand castle," I chuckled, taking a deep breath, "And the worse part is that I am not mad… just scared… of what? I have no clue…" I then turned to look at the cat, "I know I make no sense, but… what I feel makes no sense,"
"I suppose I understand," Chesire purred.
"You do?" I chuckled.
"I have known you for quite a bit… to have a general idea of how you think," The cat nodded, "No matter how powerful you are… or how immortal you become, you are still a living being… subject to confusion… fear or the unknown and more,"
"Fear of the unknown?" I inquired.
"You expected things to go a certain way… and now you have no idea where you stand… and that scares you a bit… Sometimes the things that scare us are not the things that can hurt physically us…" Chesire chuckled, "Sometimes it's what we can't understand what scares us… and you can't understand this, not completely,"
"I suppose," I sighed, wondering what if he was right? Was I scared I didn't anticipate any of this, or was I scared I wanted things to continue this way? That I wanted more of the blue fire princess, "Thanks Chesire,"
"It's a pleasure," Chesire smiled at me, with a warm tone.
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[Azula POV]
I had a boyfriend, a man that didn't fear me, nor my father. And he was all mine, I would make sure of that, maybe I could bring him with me to my mission on the earth kingdom. Ensuring no other suicidal girl tried to conquer what I had conquered.
"I can't believe you have a boyfriend!" Ty Lee giggled jumping upside down.
"You can't?" I eyed her, "There was no doubt I was going to win his heart and make it mine," I declared.
There was no doubt? Of course it was, I never kissed a boy before him, or flirted with one, they all feared me, for a good reason, they were weak, pitiful, pathetic, and more, so all the information I had about this subject came from Ty Lee and some novels, I wasted some time with, it intrigued me what romance was, though I never believed I would care for it, it was still entertaining enough. But Akira changed that, his rough and somehow at the same time soft lips change that.
I felt weak on his arms, little, fragile almost, and...I liked it, I just couldn't hate the feeling in the way he held me as if I was a porcelain doll about to break, being so delicate with me but at the same time aggressive trying to dominate our kiss, I of course didn't allow him to win so easily and fought for control, but still… The feeling was intoxicating.
There was no ulterior motive under him, he cared not for my status or power. He just wanted me.
"So… now what?" Mai asked.
"Well, now he joins our group," I stated.
"What about the possible invasion?" Mai asked again.
"We still have some time before that, right now… we must go back to Ba Sing Se," I replied, with Akira in my team, no one would stand in our way, the avatar would fall to our hands in a crushing defeat.
"Awesome!" Ty Lee smiled, "But you should date him a few more times before you ask him to travel around the globe with us,"
"I intended to do so," I said, "I will wait forty eight hours before going out with him again,"