By Angel
I definitely deserved the Oscar of the year for best actress. It was enough to pretend that it all happened to someone else. Everything was incredible. My world in pieces looked from the top of its fortress at the doctor and his expression closed and worried in the face.
-Are you sure you feel good, Angel?
The question is as pointless as the presence of the most distant attractive crown. What a hell! He had a kind of animal look as if he were as out of the water as a fish there. Just like me. Why the curse did the way he looked at me make me so nervous?
"I'm great. I've never felt so great! I did one of the big nonsense. Can I now go back to my room and whine like any girl my age?"
Forgot to say I am 160 years old? Isn't it great that I still don't have wrinkles on my face? I'm going to die if I get fat because of it all. And kill the ugly-faced handsome guy. I'm an alien, a hybrid. Is there a reason why I am not well?
-I'm great. - My voice is perfect. There is no intonation that shows my emotions. I'm really getting good at it.
I want to disappear! To vanish!
Tears are for small pains. The impression I have is that something has broken inside me. Nothing will ever be the same. Certainly not the way I'm going to look at men after that. Have I said that H-A-T-E the way that crown seems to take care of everything?
I don't believe it. Motherfucker brutes! Did it cost so much to talk to me? And what had the wretch done? He had a lover! Poker face!
-I can't get any image with the exam ... in fact I can't ...- Grant repeated confused, adjusting the monitor.
It was a pretty easy exam. The doctor touches the person's skin and the unfortunate device that emits and captures sound waves through contact with the human body. Based on this assessment, images are formed and investigated.
The torture had lasted almost twenty minutes after he had smeared my belly with that gel. The computer did not focus on 2D or 3D images. In fact, nothing came. Neither masses, injuries, or the presence of liquids, nor even the composition of my organs and soft tissues.
At least one advantage of being a hybrid had to be. It was just to pretend that nothing happened and go back to the safety of my blessed room.
-How come you can't? - The question is absurd. The alien looks dumb.
What part did you not understand what the doctor said? Can you forget that I exist?
So did he intend to pretend in front of everyone that he cared? Daughter of a mother. I was going to love to get that yellow smile off the pretty, attractive face.
Gay?
Ah, the crown didn't look like he was just gay. I could see the way he looked at my legs with a short skirt.
-Do you feel sick? Dizziness? Or something else? - the doctor had decided to increase my martyrdom.
- I'm great. - I declared in a heroic and hungry way.
I'm starving. And I doubt it's the only one! The food didn't stop in my stomach. And I definitely don't intend to feed myself the way they expect. Let's just pretend I'm human, okay?
The lie was dialed. I have horrible dark circles in my eyes. And fucking life with this alien. I could very well ...
"It won't really make things easier will you, girl?" The low, sensual voice revealed annoyance.
That voice ... such a sensual voice should be forbidden. guess what!. I will create a lot of problems for you.
And it's perfect. I love to know that he is also angry. I'm looking at that face with furious features and trying not to be carried away by thoughts. That mouth could send anyone walking through hell. The tank top undoubtedly fits him well, enhancing the muscles in his arms.
-I? - I managed to ask with all possible innocence. -I do not know what you're talking about.
It was a lie.
My irritation acted as a defense mechanism blocking the waves of the computer in the face of a frustrated doctor.
Give me a break! I didn't see the sign of any star obstructions around here! It will probably be a nest as they said that cold-blooded alien species do in the breeding season. could feel hysterical laughter welling up in my throat. I hate this guy; I swear I do.
-I think we need to talk seriously about ... about ... - he looks more embarrassed than me scratching his head as if he were a lost little boy.
"You'd better get this right and ... I have work to do to count the stock." Grant gave my death sentence and walked to the door.
"As well? You mean you're going to leave me alone with the crown?"
Someone around here asked if I really want to talk to him?
It was just me leaving that stretcher and pretending that nothing was happening. Of course, could pretend. I turned my back on the unhappy crown in my pride, adjusting my shirt. And I almost screamed in surprise. The heart was in my throat with the firm, warm touch on my arm.
"Do not touch me. Do anything else don't touch me!"
My reaction was as natural as breathing and I shivered at the contact. My nerves were on edge. All I could feel was joy, satisfaction, insecurity, and fear ... all at the same time and in high doses like a hurricane. And all I wanted there was to be pampered and cared for.
- I have nothing to ....- I started taking a deep breath.
"You certainly have a lot to explain to me, girl," he assured with all conviction.
As if! Worried about the detail yesterday? Or were you too busy with your lover?
-Zorack ... - I said slowly and with a glaring coldness in my eyes.- we have absolutely nothing ...
-But of course, we do! - he roared possessed and his hands grabbed my arms forcing me to face him head-on.- I need ...
It is not a good way to argue. Not at all, you know?
"Have you tried talking to your lover about it?" I shot at point-blank range and without mercy. Or was the night very busy after the fun? I had the impression that it made Klaus very tired.
I can't believe I said that. Holy shit. I really can't believe I said that.
His eyes shine in a way that makes me shiver. This guy is very pissed.
His demeanor is that of a strong and perhaps merciless warrior. I'll be lucky that he doesn't lose his temper and hit me. His breathing is noisy and forced, trying to calm down.
-It was you who ... - He starts to ask and there is no need for explanations. I think my face says it all.
Yeah, it was your lover who decided to open the door while you took a shower after sex.
Isn't it great? Nothing like a close and happy family ?!
She went to bed with him after all ... everything ...
-Curse! But why didn't you send Klaus to let me know and ... - Zorack wanted to know and shook his head in bewilderment. - Great.
Guess what? My sweet dear, I am not an Edrian. I will behave like an irritating teenager who is pregnant alone and hates you. Did I forget a little detail?
I'm not a damn Edrian. I didn't like the customs you came from either. The lady of the stars can talk until he is hoarse that the story of how the relationships take place there won't happen, baby.
- Do you want to let me go? -I asked with all possible pride in the humiliating situation.
It was not so difficult to pretend that nothing was happening. It was by no means necessary for him to explain how he spent the nights.
-Look, I really don't know how it happened and ... - Zorack tried to argue.
You really don't know? I certainly didn't get pregnant alone, dear. Want me to explaining?
What the hell! I am feeling horror. Everything bothers. The tears start to sting my eyes. I know I'm going to cry and I bite the lips that tremble in my growing despair.
-We have nothing to talk about. Not after last night. - finally, my defeat is total.- Certainly not after last night.
Miserable insensitive! He preferred to have fun with his damn lover and didn't even care ...
At this point, it was useless to contain the tears. It's all right. Let's fix the small pain part. I'm alone among people I don't know and I'm scared to death. I don't even know how much to trust them. And I cannot make mistakes. I am no longer alone to pay for my mistakes.
There's someone else who depends on me. Someone innocent who is not to blame for the father being a complete asshole.
I don't know how to get out of there. My whole body was shaking. I managed to walk away with a bang and ran. I ran like I was chased by demons that haunted me in a world I didn't know.