I was not sure for how long we were in the Sanctuary. Wind laid with me all through the time. There was no telling if I slept or dozed off. Everything was the same. In the Sanctuary, there was no night from day. There was no way to tell time. It didn't matter anyway. I couldn't feel anything. My brain was on shut down. My limbs were numb. This empty feeling took residence in my system and nothing could fill it.
A burst of laughter floated to my ears. I ignored it. However, it returned louder. I turned and pressed both heels of my palms against the shell of my ears. It did nothing to dull the happiness coming from up on the castle balcony.
I laid on my back and moved my hands. The grass hugged my body, giving me comfort. The sky was still the same. Stars twinkled. The laughter continued. It was frustrating. Someone was having fun while I was trying to mourn in peace.