Katelynn's P.O.V
Kay remember that day when you drooled over that guy I caught you staring at? Tye asks me in an excited tone which is kind of scary because this girl is wild and when she is excited she tend to act on it and do crazy things like open the door of the car while its still moving or burn a cabin down. She really burnt a cabin down a month ago and stayed in jail for 3days straight. Shes the most beautiful craziest nerd Ive ever met, literally speaking shes the only crazy person I know.
Yeah and your point is? I ask her crossing my arms so that she could see Im not in the mood for long talks. Sometimes shes so dramatic when it comes to things like this. Tye raises an eyebrow as if questioning the change in my mood, think she should know by now that its that time of the month for me considering that she gets hers just a few days later than mine.
A month ago Tye and I went to Chick-fil-A and ordered something to eat. As we were sitting at the table by the window of cause something inside me wanting me to look out by the window. Once I looked out by the window I could not believe what I saw, standing by a car with his hands in his jeans pocket he no longer has that worried lost expression on his face in fact he has a smile on his face the kind of smile that makes every girl squirm on the inside. I noticed every feature of him every detail. The dimple he has on his left cheek when he smiles the uni- brow he trims to perfection and the way his clothes hugs his masculine body was just interesting. That day I could not find control and I did not have the strength to walk up to him I was too nervous and too afraid that I might be rejected.
fine geez, he moved down my street in that mansion and I overheard him talking over the phone saying that he has to attend our school. Well thats like a lot of information to process. I never thought I would see airport guy again. His so hot you know, the kind of hot that you need water to cool down from.
The guy I met at the airport seemed so worried and lost, he seemed as if he was looking for someone in particular but could never truly find that person. I yearned so many nights to bump into him again after my failed attempt of speaking to him at Chick-Fil-A. I could have maybe become a part of his life this time but that moment never came. Every night I wondered what if I had just introduced myself to him back then would he have stayed? I gave up on the thought of ever seeing him again and moved on. I forgot about him because I thought maybe its just not meant to be or maybe it was just a wakeup call for me to get back into the dating life, to get back up on the horse as everyone say. Then another thought fled by that night when I saw him, what if he just came to New York to visit his long last lover and his planning on marrying here. Who am I to kid like that right? Why would such a young good looking guy be wanting to marry someone at such a tremendously young age? He does look like he could be twenty.
Until today everything is about to change, after a month of not seeing him, Im finally going to see him again, maybe have a little chat with him. Who knows? We might become best friends or even better, lovers. Just putting out all the possibilities there might be. Most of all what made him come back and is he back for good? There are so many unanswered questions that need to be answered, I need to find some sort of distraction to keep me from not thinking about the guy I saw at the airport. Airport guy looked like a guy you could see yourself with in a long term relationship but then again he is too good looking. Yes! the playboy kind of good looking and I certainly do not want to get involved with a play boy neither do I want to fall in love again. My life does not have space for a relationship no more although I could make space for one. I cannot go through with another broken heart on my sleeve and the constant fights every day with maybe another arrogant demeaning gorgeous young man.