Stephanie's P.O.V
"That night..." I whispered,
"You were there... you .....you saw everything that happened, you were the last person to see her. I saw her....you.... I saw the two of you talking after I was saved, little me was unconscious but big me saw her.....talking to you, saw her hugging you, saw her bidding you goodbye while I was unconscious in your hands."
"You...you....saw....her???" He stuttered while looking at me,
"But you were unconscious how could you have seen her?"
"That's a long story on it's own but am not ready to talk about that now, why didn't you tell me you saw her?" I asked as I fumbled with the edge of my coat,
"I couldn't....." he whispered after taking in a deep breath " I wanted to but I couldn't it could have put you in danger..." The weather had began to change and the cafeteria had become chilly all of a sudden,
I pulled my coat on tighter before cutting him off saying " how could you telling me that my mom didn't actually leave us put me in danger??? This is so not making sense..." I drew in a deep breath before continuing "you knew how hurt I felt after she left, how can you then tell me that me knowing she didn't actually leave was going to put me in danger?? That's messed up" I said as a drop of tear rolled down my cheek, I caught it with my sleeve and turned my head down. The rain had started to fall in torrents with thunder and lightning sounding as I cried,
"I blamed her.... I blamed her for everything..... I blamed her for my depression... I blamed her for everything that I went through... but she wasn't to be blamed... I blamed her for leaving me during the worst moment of my life.... I blamed her for leaving me when I needed her the most.... but she actually saved me which nullifies everything which I had ever gone through... she was actually there when I needed her the most but I blamed her for leaving me...." I whispered it all out as I cried my heart out, grateful that she had been there and sad that I actually blamed her for everything else.
"It's not your fault Stevie, it's ours.... if we had told you everything from the get go none of this drama would have happened, if I had told you about your past, present and future none of this would have happened to you.." my dad said as he got up from his seat, walked towards me and wrapped his arms around me.
'What did he mean by past, present and future?' This was just becoming more messed up, but I didn't have time to think about that..
"Where is she??" I asked my dad after I had calmed down, the weather still felt chilly but it was better than before and the rain had also come down,
"Paris" he answered "Are you okay?"
"Yeah....yh I am...but what's she doing in Paris?" I sniffled out,
"She went to meet her brother, she'll be back by tomorrow, she needs to talk to you, we all do, it's high time you know who you are."
"It's high time I know who I am??"I muttered
" Why do you say that??"I asked.
He stared at me with a blank face not giving me any reaction,
WHO AM I??