I noticed that everyone is just plain out rude to the lower levels just because they are stronger than them. I always thought that the lower levels were nicer mostly because of the pain that they get put through just from something they can't control. Though they might think I'm out to hurt them they slowly warm up to me. People often talk bad about me because I like the lower levels better. I don't really mind them talking about me but when it's someone I care about I lose it. They probably think I can't hear their whispers or see the way they're talking which makes it totally obvious. I really don't mind them talking about me. The lower ones think they are a bother and I think it's terrible how they get treated that's why I want to change that. I go to a school that's generally normal. They let the lower ones in and let some big ones in like me. I convinced my parents to let me go to this school instead of a private school for the strong. I would still be one of the strongest. I just don"t see the need to be going to a school where they treat you like a god because all the students have good parents and powers. I know they have a good education but I don't see the need for people like me. I already don't like how I turned out plus they all are rude. My parents think I hang out with the higher-ups and the middles. They would kill me if they knew who I am hanging out with; they also think the lower people are a waste of space. I am destined to take the head of the family since I'm the strongest minded and also physical. They put all their children through hell the first one is pretty much broken they don't really feel. I feel bad for him. He was basically their test tool to see what a child could handle. Me being the middle child I get away with things because they think I'm mature enough to not do bad things and also know not to get one their bad side like the reckless older ones. I get why the older one's rebel because they didn't really have a childhood and try to live it out. While the little ones think everything is funny and that they can get away with things because she's the baby also that she's a she and she isn't that strong so they don't go hard on her. I was their first daughter so they tested how much a girl could take on me. I was always scared of my parents because I saw and heard what they did to my siblings so I kind of followed their rules. They never got a bad rep from me because I was always the child that listened. I understand that they need to keep things how they are so that they don't lose their place and how they look to the public. I honestly think it's quite selfish for them to do that. I happen to have something I'm not supposed to but they are too busy with the others to notice. I want to spread awareness of the problems the lower power people get put through. I plan on running away on my eighteenth birthday in 3 months. I am preparing to leave. I've been preparing since 7th grade. I want to move to one of the lower neighborhoods where some of my friends live. My parents won't like it but I will do it. Once I'm there I can do anything I want whenever plus I would fit in a little more. I'm considered weird in my neighborhood because I'm into "nerdy" things and I dress in all black things that make me look like something out of a cartoon. Once I'm settled in I will try to hide the fact that I'm a higher up because I can't have people questioning why I'm there. I think once I get settled in I will change my name because I don't need people questioning it. My parents will be able to check on me. They will be mad that I moved into a "bad" neighborhood. I will say that I'm just trying it out and will move into a bigger and better house until then I will hang out there. I will be able to stay there for a bit but I'm going to need to keep a low profile. I'm pretty good at that because I've been doing my whole life. Well in school people notice me but that's because I'm the strongest. I like how they know not to bother me and not to talk to me if I haven't spoken to them. I like to say not to speak unless spoken to. Of course, there are a few exceptions like my friends and the teachers. I generally don't speak to new people because I like my little group of people. I understand that the place I live in would hate them but they can't do anything about it.