Hi, my name is Charlie, sorry if I'm a little morbid in this, but, well you'll find out when you start reading. Recently my best friend died, he was a great friend. It was only recently I found out how, and the way I found out was by the news, not even my parents could tell me how he died! He... He committed suicide. I just hope his family's doing at least okay after what happened. School starts up again next week but I have been having lots of sleepless nights for the past 4 weeks, that's when he... You know. Sorry, it's just a very emotional topic for me at the moment, I don't know how to feel; sad that he's gone, happy that he found his way out of all the problems and issues he was having or angry because he left me, all alone no one here. I'm alone, there's no one here... Because of me. I just can't help thinking that this is all my fault if I could've just, urg, done something... Anything! Then maybe he'd still be with me, making me happy, making me laugh, he was the best, no, he is the best. Even though he's gone no one will ever replace him, he may be gone from the world but he will never be gone from my heart, I loved that guy, like, like he was a brother to me. Well he was more of a brother than Lucas at least. But lately Lucas has been acting a bit more brotherly to me, just because of him, but at least he's acknowledging my feelings. I used to have three brothers, 2 biological and 1 non-biological but they're all the best. These past weeks have been tough, I've been an emotional wreck. Usually I would go to his house and he would help me out of my slump but this time my attitude is because of him. Now and forever on I will be alone. For as long as this goes I will be alone.
It's the day every child had been dreading well except that one kid, uh I think his name is Wayne, he's the typical nerd in school, always looking forward tolearning and blah blah blah. I usually am okay with going to school, but thistime I just wanted to leave, so that's what I did. I didn't go to class, Mumand Dad were at work so they wouldn't pick up the phone if the school called.But I'd just have to find a way out of this mess when they came home and sawthe missed call. Instead of going to class I hung around behind the stairs, thehall monitor, Chris, would come by every now and then, but I just hid and, he mustneed glasses because he actually didn't see me, that stupid kid. I was just onmy phone and somehow ended up on my gallery, I was scrolling through my photos,and once I saw a photo of me and him at the autumn festival, all I did was standand stare until one lonely tear escaped my right eye. I then heard footstepscoming. It didn't sound like a child, so it couldn't have been Chris, once Irealized who it was my eyes widened and I ran as fast as I could out the frontof the school. If you're wondering who the person was it was the principal, Imean I'm a bit surprised I didn't hear her heels clicking on the ground but Iguess I was too focused on him to think or hear straight.
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