Well I knew I was tired last night, I had a dreamless sleep and I got up at nine a.m. I went looking for mom but all I found was a note telling me Jacob called out so she was called in. Next I took a shower. As I washed the inside of my leg I noticed two small spots, almost like a bug bite. After last night I guess it could have happened. But I shouldn't have started thinking about last night because I started getting wet and wanting Lucian again.
I did my best to stop thinking about him for now, then I finished my shower. After getting dressed I went downstairs to get something to eat. Then after getting my sketch pad I went out to my swing. I couldn't help it, I ended up drawing the final scene from last night. The one thing that amazed me was the fact that almost as soon as I finished the drawing I looked up to see Lucian standing about ten yards away watching me. When I smiled he came closer.
"How long have you been there? Why didn't you say something?" " I have been here about ten minutes. I like watching you draw. You look so sexy. Can I sit down?" "Of course, sit down. So how's your day going? I actually just got up." " Really I have been up for hours. It was very hard to sleep last night." "Why, I slept very well." " Because, all I could do was think about you all night." "All I could do was think about you all morning to be honest." "Well what do we do about that?" "You could kiss me and we could see where it goes." " You really want to do that?" "Yes, I really do. And my mom won't be home till about three this afternoon. Would you like to come up to my room?" "Only if you want me to." "Yes! I want you to."
I took him to my room. I could hear this little voice in the back of my mind saying your to young for this. You have plans for school next year. Don't do anything stupid. But then I look at him and all I think is how will it feel when he's inside me. I take him over to my bed and we sit down. He leans in to kiss me. Then he slides his hand under my shirt. "All I thought about last night was sucking on your beautiful little nipple." " So suck on it then. I like the way you lips feel on my breast." Then I pull off my shirt and bra so he has total access to my breasts. As things progress we are both soon totally naked. We move to the center of the bed, he is above me. I speed my legs for him. He leans in and starts kissing me again. His hand slides down my body, while he kisses my neck. Soon his fingers slide inside me. While his fingers are moving in and out he starts sucking on my nipple again. He makes me cum several time, but I feel like I am missing something. I pull his head up to me and say, please stop the torture, make love to me." "Are you sure? You know it will be painful the first time. I know your a virgin and I won't do anything you don't want me to." "Trust me I want you to do this. I have faith you won't hurt me anymore than it has to. And before you ask again, yes I'm sure. I want to feel you deep inside me."
With that he removed his fingers and slowly entered me. First it was just the tip, then a little more, and a little bit more. He went slowly until he was all the way in. Then he waited for a minute, while he waited he kissed me again and again. I felt he was waiting to long so I moved my hips, that got him started. He was slow and gentle at first then as we progressed he couldn't restrain himself anymore. Yes it was uncomfortable to start with but then I was getting into it. My first time was amazing, it lasted fourty-five minutes and when he came inside me I felt like I was whole. I don't know any other way to explain it.
After I moment he rolled off me and pulled me into his arms. "Are you okay? I'm sorry I wasn't slower. But I couldn't control it anymore." "Don't be sorry, I'm not in pain. I will need a few minutes because I feel a bit stretched but I wouldn't mind doing it again." "Really, you want to make love again?" " Yes, is that wrong? Should I not want it? I just like the way you feel inside me. I know it won't make any sense but I feel complete when your inside me." "Okay I might need a few minutes but I am willing to do it again. Anything to make you happy." "What will make me happy is you making love to me."
We made love three more times before I finally said I had had enough. He helped me into the shower and washed me from head to toe. I never knew until then just how good a shower could be. Once he dried me off we Got dressed and went out to the swing.
"Now you should know you might bleed a little today or tomorrow. What we did today stretched you a lot. It would be best not to do it again for a few day." " Okay that I can completely understand, but will you do it again for me whenever I ask?" "For you my love anything any time. As long as you give yourself time to adjust." "Okay I will. But I have to warn you I think I'm addicted to you." " Are you sure? You were afraid of me a few days ago now you can't get enough of me." " What can I say I knew I liked you a long time ago but I got scared when you told me everything. Then when you took it off the table I felt more at ease. Then after this morning all I want is you. Is that bad?" " No not at all. And you can have me when ever you want me. And I hope you don't think bad of me but I must go." "No I don't think bad of you, but I am going to be cheesy and say I am going to miss you." " I will miss you to but I must work. Just think of me and I will come to you as soon as I can." "Okay well do you have a cell phone?" " No but I will get one if you want me to." " Yes get one then we can talk. Of course we also have our dreams. And if you must go I will see you later than. But you have to come here first."
I wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him. He kisses me back and then walks away.
Then I go back in the house and straiten up my room. And make dinner for when mom comes home.