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[Richan POV]
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What…Is this real???, the moment I open my phone to check out the notification, at first I thought It's Yana but, instead It's Deva.
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I mean why does he Private message me when we have our group where we usually chat together.
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But I know why he suddenly Private message me, He… he declares to me that now he is dating Yana, and It looks like It's true… oh my God, for once I hope that I was dreaming right now.
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Ever after Duran advice me about what to do to Yana, just when I'm ready to apologize to her, now she completely destroyed me, inside and outside, maybe in Duran's view, I look like a dead fish right now.
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Sigh… even Duran said himself that Yana also has some feeling for me, and that gave me a little more confidence, and hope, but… not knowing that Hope just getting destroyed, burned, stomped into pieces in a goddamn matter of ten seconds.
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Duran asked me out of curiosity what happen to me, and from who is the notification is, heck then I just answer him with an very dead ass tone that It's not Yana but heck it's far worse.
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My best friend just says to me that he dating my crush just now, and he even knows that I like Yana, I mean ughhhh, what just happen these days, one by one misfortune came up to me.
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After I told Duran about what is happening, it seems he was shocked too, I can see that from how the expression on his face saying all that he means, Its like words (What the fu**) is written on his expression.
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Of course, the way how he just said that nothing gonna go wrong between me and Yana, and shit just happen and that's so quick, even he didn't see that coming too.
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Even im pretty lifeless right now.
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Then Duran grabs my left shoulder and he said with a nervous face "Hang in there adek" and give me a thumbs up…..
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WHAT THE HECKKKK, is he mocking me, arghhhh, now instead Sad I became more pissed because of Duran.
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Huh…Now, what must I do, must I confront Deva about what he just did? Yeah maybe that's the best measure, and make him know his place, so I click on his notification and start typing.
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After so much considerations I choose some good words to teach him that Yana is mine and not his, so I typed the words and send them.
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"Hey, that's good news, congratulation!!, im rotting for both of you"
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ARGHHHHHHHH am I actually an idiot?
Why the heck did I even bless both of their relationships, oh my God Richan Puratama can you just be honest to yourself, but when im still desperate the notification came in again, It's from Deva.
"Thank you"
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What do you mean by thank you...you filthy asshole, you stole my crush and make me in a state like this, arghhh you pissed me off.
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*chuckle*
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Duran is laughing at me, while he takes a peek at my chat on my left side, it seems he seen it, my stupidity, now I don't even know what must I do, must I chat with Yana and ask her if this is true? But before that.
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"Kakak stop it, It's not funny" then he replies while still laughing "*Chuckle* You…*wheeze*.. you really bad at this huh hahaha"
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And there he is teasing me again "Shut up you womanizer," I said to Duran, but after I said it to him he seems triggered.
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"Hey, im still single from I was born too alright, well not long again maybe" ugh it's true that Duran never dating too, but how all he says about a thing like this really makes sense, I don't know Again.
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Then Mom suddenly butted in too "Hey hey what is going on here" it looks like Mom trying to mediate between me and Duran before we fighting for real, so I told mom what had just happened recently.
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Of course, Mom was surprised too, like… I just explain to her how I and Yana were so close at school and being led to heard that Yana is dating my best friend two Hours later.
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First Mom is laughing too, and im a bit confused at first, but then mom said "Oh my God Richan, you're pretty similar with your Papa you know?"
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Ehh what just is mom meaning to say, then Duran asks mom "Eh what do you mean Mom?"
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"You know, your Papa is similar to your Adek when it comes to women, both of them became awkward, just like before we're dating" Oh damn that's new for me to hear, did father have some trouble with women too back then.
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"When it comes to confession, I must give him many signs and codes first before he finally confesses," mom said, then after mom said this it looks like Papa who now sitting on the guest couch heard it and he responds with a cough "Ahem ahem"
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Mother seems doesn't care and continues to tell their backstory.
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"And when your Papa asked me for dating, he can't just tell me straight about it, he always talking about something useless first, like talking about how good the weather is, even when It's on heavy rain outside" Seriouslyyy Papa?? Then papa respond again with more loud coughing
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"AHEM AHEM AHEM" but Mom still doesn't care, and then she said again.
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"You know and that's what makes your Papa looks charming and make me love him till now, asides from that, he really loves and cares about me till now" Hooh that's a sweet story of how my parents get together.
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But then Papa which before on the guest room couch, now is beside Mom, and he said "Well honey, It looks like we must keep something still as a secret you know *cough cough*" and Papa seems embarrassed.
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I think I get it about what Mom meaning by telling me this story, so now I know how to solve this problem of mine right now.
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So after that Mom and Papa back to sitting at the Guestroom couch and Duran laying on the spare bed, and I start to solve this, first im gonna chat with Yana for apologizing and make sure she's not angry again with me.
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So I take a deep breath and open my Messenger and click on Yana, then I type the sentences.
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"Hello Yana, soo, im really sorry for yesterday morning, before I can reply to your message, I forgot to bring my phone to the Hospital, and accidentally…. I passed out again in the hospital Bathroom, Just this morning I awake and realize that I was hospitalized"
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"don't' worry im okay right now im at Surabaya High Hospital ward number 44, ehh but don't bother to come, maybe im gonna discharged from the hospital tomorrow"
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"Oh yeah by the way I heard that you now dating Deva, congratulation Yana"
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And send, that's it I think, that's gonna solve my problem right now.
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