I woke up to the light coming from the bedroom window, I took my cell phone on the nightstand to check the time, it was around eight in the morning. I hadn't slept so long in ages, it must have been the wine, the tiredness and the emotions of the previous day. I smiled as I remembered the fun night we had and I suddenly felt a huge urge to see his face again. It was as if my request had been met, as when I turned to the side, there he was. He ended up falling asleep here, lucky me to wake up with a vision like that. Only then did I realize what a disaster I should be like. I took the case from the nightstand and looked for a mirror trying not to make too much noise.
- My God, what a mess. I whispered.
- Buongiorno. - Enzo said quietly.
- Good morning, sorry if I woke you up. - I replied.
- I've been awake for some time but it was so beautiful to see you sleeping that I didn't want to wake you up. - he said.
I was silent, not knowing what to say to him. Enzo was lying on his back with one hand under his head and the other on his chest. With his face slightly tilted to look at me.
- Sorry, I didn't mean to embarrass you. This situation is very different from what I'm used to, I don't really know how to behave when I'm close to you, it's so difficult to read your expressions. - he said looking at me.
I looked at him but remained silent, I didn't expect to hear him say those things.
- All right, I think that I understand. - he said as he stood up.
- Hey, you didn't understand anything. - I said when I knelt on the bed and held one of his arms, he still had his back to me but something at that moment transformed him. He turned and the faint light from the window reflected off his skin. God, how I wanted to kiss him. In a quick movement, Enzo knelt on the bed and pulled me around the waist, our faces were inches away, his thirsty eyes fixed on my lips as he caressed the skin on my face.
Quickly Enzo leaned against the headboard and pulled me up onto his lap. I could feel his volume beneath me, just as I felt the humidity caused by my arousal rising. It was different from the first time we kissed, before it seemed that we wanted to discover ourselves, now it seemed that we wanted to possess ourselves. It was clear how much he wanted me and I understood how much I wanted him too.
He pulled me closer with one hand while the other ran and squeezed every part of my body wherever it went. It was as if an electric current passed through my veins. I ran my hands through his hair and grabbed it between my fingers, and I could feel the sweat breaking out on the back of his neck. His hot tongue ran down my neck slowly, as if he tasted every bit, it was delicious torture, while his hands tightened on my ass tightly.
- You're going to drive me crazy. - I groaned when he whispered those words in my ear. I could feel a smile forming on his lips at my reaction and taking it as a sign of approval on my part, he quickly turned me over on the bed.
Now I was lying on my back and feeling the full weight of his body against my body drove me crazy. At that moment I wanted to be his most of all, but I didn't know if I was ready. I was also not prepared to push him away. I felt my humidity rise more and more as Enzo's attacks grew more intense. He slowly lowered one hand and the feel of his touch against the silk of my nightdress made it all the more intense.
I jumped as his big hand grabbed one of my breasts after running his thumb gently over my hardened nipple.
- Non avete idea di quanto io voglio te. - he whispered in my ear.
Fuck! It was cowardice already. I was delivered, I was his so he could do with me what he wanted.
The sound of Enzo's cell phone echoed in the room, bringing me back to reality. Things could not happen that way.
- Enzo the cell phone. - I said, trying to get him to stop.
- What? - he said, still kissing me.
- Vincenzo, your cell phone is ringing, aren't you going to answer? It may be important. - I said holding his face with both hands so he could hear me.
- Cazzo! - he said burying his head in my neck. He got up slowly, and headed toward the cell phone that was on the table.
- Pronto. - he said in an irritated tone.
I took the opportunity to get up and met Enzo's gaze as he held my arm, trying to pull me closer.
- I really need to go to the bathroom. - I said quietly not letting him hold me there.
I went into the bathroom and leaned back behind the door, staring at the mirror. My God what just happened here? My nightgown was completely wrinkled in the places where Enzo squeezed me tightly and the simple memory of what was about to happen minutes ago brought a wave of excitement back to my body. I shook my head trying to compose myself. I brushed my teeth, washed my face and took care of my hair. I took a last breath before opening the door and going back to the room. Thank goodness he was still on the phone pacing. At that moment I heard the doorbell in the room ring and motioned for him to answer.
On the other side of the door was a smiling boy, bringing a cart with breakfast.
- Buongiorno signorina. - he said to me smiling. - May I? - he signaled to be able to enter the cart in the room.
- Of course yes. - I replied moving away from the door so he could enter.
The boy took the cart to the middle of the room and when he finished, he handed me a small flower.
- Grazie. - I thanked him.
- È finita? - I jumped when I heard Enzo's deep voice behind me.
- Si signor. - replied the boy.
- Arrivederci! - Enzo said to the boy who disappeared in a second behind the door.
- Italians. - he said after closing the door.
- What was that, Vincenzo? - I asked, staring at him.
- What was that, what? - He had the courage to ask me that with the most cynical face while biting a strawberry. Damn, he also had to be sexy and annoying at the same time. I rolled my eyes.
- Where are you going? - I got confused when he started dragging the cart with breakfast.
- You'll already find out. - he answered.
Enzo dragged the cart to the porch and began to put things on a very charming little table. I was delighted seeing that, it was so cute of him.
- Alright. Come, sit here. - he motioned for me to sit in the chair he had pulled.
We started eating breakfast in silence, which turned out to be a little awkward but suddenly he took one of my hands.
- Nina. I don't know if I should apologize to you earlier today. - He said.
I was a little embarrassed about that subject, but I knew that we would have to talk about it sometime.
- But I also want you to know that I don't regret anything. The night before and this morning were perfect for me and I hope it was good for you too. I just want you to know that I'm not going to passing the limits, I don't want you to do anything that you're not ready for. - He paused briefly before continuing.
- I'm a man and you particularly drive me crazy. It is hard to contain myself when I am near you. But I want you to tell me if I'm advancing the limits. I want things to happen in a healthy way. - he concluded.
I was confused for a moment, it looked like he had noticed my insecurities, but he was kind enough to not throw them in my face. He wanted to make me comfortable.
- I could see your relief when my cell phone rang. - he said breaking my silence.
- I don't want you to get the wrong impressions about me. - I said trying to organize my thoughts.
Enzo was staring at me, hoping I could clarify what I had just said.
- We are obviously drawn to each other. Not that I didn't like it, but I don't know if I'm ready to go that fast. And I don't want you to think I'm teasing you. I'm not that kind. - I said trying to be firm in my argument.
- Obviously we are attracted and I don't think you provoke me on purpose, though you do it without even realizing it. What I love, I have to confess. - he told me with a naughty look.
How could I provoke him without realizing it? I was confused and afraid to ruin things before there was even something to ruin.
- So, about that phone call... - His words saved me from the confusion I had just created in my head.
- Yes, was it something important? - The memory of what we were doing before the cell phone rang made my body react.
- Well, it's an invitation from one of the congress sponsors. - Enzo said while passing me a croissant.
I kept quietly waiting for him to finish.
- Looks like we're going to a party tonight. - he said with his sexy little smile.
Party? I didn't come prepared to go to a party. Shit!