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Life may let us down
May it make us kneel
But it doesn't completely kill us
It leaves a thin rope that carries our salvation
Jungkook moved towards Tae with a smile
That sweet boy flutters his heart
He looked at him with his eyes to drop his smile and replaced it with intense anger
Who among those who shed tears from his eyes, that precious pearls, to find their hands touching the little one with dirt, and he, like a child among them, tries to escape those terrified and fearful eyes and the lips that tremble
For the first time in Jungkook's life he surrendered his mind to anger
He came before them to punch them
one by one and his mind remembers their dirty hands on a the boy to catch the young man who was harassing him to punch him hard until everyone gathered around them and Jungkook left him him
He turned to the little one to find him shrinking and crying
To advance towards him quickly and cuddle him hard, he enters the nursery like a child crying for his mother, and those gasps hurt his heart.
Tae had shrunk strongly between his arms, not knowing why he felt safe in his, junkook was warm like his mother's embrace to cling to him and let out all his crying
-ne pleure pas ... le ciel pleurera aussi ... Si son ange pleurait
(Do not cry ... the sky will also cry ... if its angel cries)
Tai raised his tearful eyes as he looked without understanding what he had said to let Jungkook kiss his forehead warmly to carry him in his arms like a bride and the other hid his face in his neck.
He whispered to his colleagues that he would take him back to the center to take him in his private car
The road was very quiet
A terrible silence descended upon Tae .. He was looking frantically around him, as if he had gone to another place .. a place where his memories resided .. a place whose door was closed for a long time
-Tae
Tai looked at him with exhausted eyes, as if his owner was carrying the worry of the whole world
-Are you okay?
He smiled weakly and sarcastically. "Are you okay" is a small but strong word ... strong to the crack inside him
A word that he did not hear for a long time and no one bothered to ask him:
Is he okay? No, he is not okay .. He is not well after he has become alone in a new place .. It is not okay after he escaped from the clutches of death that are looking for him until now. He deals as a commodity,
as usual, like a body that he abhors and despises because of its destruction
Remember the words of the old man who said, "He who has acquired beauty must pay for it throughout his life."
At that moment he didn't understand what he meant but now he understood
Understanding what the old man meant by his words was as if he was predicting to him what will happen, because every day he pays the price of his beauty for something that was not his sin
His silence worried kook, who stopped the car in front of the center to look at the stray little boy to gently put his hand on Tae, who shuddered from the touch
-Life is not easy, but make sure there is always a way out
Tae nodded to get out of the car and whisper in French
-Merci beaucoup
You saved me today by Jungkook I will never forget this favor
-This is not known. This is my duty to take care of yourself, little one
Tae came down to go quickly to his room wanting to lock the door and feel that safe loneliness
What he learned to hide and what he always applied to escape
He was so embarrassed from Jungkook,
he had first seen someone from his land and befriended him but ended up with this cruel look.
He looked at the reflection of the moon descending on his face to pull that scalpel while he was sitting on the floor negligently looking at his bare feet touching those marks and scars that were buried deep in his heart, making other scars and in his mind the feeling of numbness,
the attitude towards the pain of thinking and the heart, he saw himself deserving of the pain
He deserves the blood that flows from his feet very slowly
He is weak, very weak and knows
But it is not he who made his weakness
- ضعیف برای مرگ متولد می شود ... و قوی برای زیر پا گذاشتن ضعف اوست)
(The weak is born to death ... and the strong is to trample on his weakness)
He kept repeating the sentence in Persian, which was said to him throughout his life
While moving the scalpel
Today someone has stepped on his weakness again
In love there are no accounts
And in love, you have already burned all principles
He lay down on his bed, thinking about the day's events
Those blue eyes haunted him, and the gentle squawking sound was still in his ears, he had never been bewitched by anyone like this before.
As if Cupid threw all his arrows at him
His phone rang to find that he was his friend Jimin, as if he were feeling it
-Jimin, good evening
He said it in Korean so that the one on the phone laughed
-how are you my friend ?
-Your friend has changed his mind and doesn't know what to do anymore
-Why ?
Jungkook told him about his meeting with Tae
-Poor Koky, let's go out and bring him with you to let us know about our group, because he is from us korean, so we must approach him.
-That's what I'm doing, so Mister Jimin, prepare something for us
To call him
-Don't worry, leave it on me
Jungkook hung up the phone while smiling, Jimin is a friend that really depends on him and now he thinks what to do tomorrow with the little moon
In the morning
Tae put on his clothes after putting stickers on his wounds
And the mood today is bad so the clothes are black
He went to the cafeteria to eat, to find everyone looking at him and sighing in the narrowness of that difficult place, as everyone here is from different cultures.
He sat at a table alone as usual, because those gatherings would never receive him one day, he remembers that big table in his home and the sounds of his family that filled his ears.
Even if the words were not his, but his possession filled that void
He interrupted his thoughts and moved the chair next to him to see the brilliant-eyed crow sits and smiles at him while he is carrying a plate of food like himself.
-G .. Jungkook what are you doing here?
- eat with you, then I will kidnap you to a few other places. Come on, the day is busy
He looked at him hesitantly from this person full of happiness, joy and optimism, as if it had its source as if it were the sun that fills the earth with happiness
-Right, how old are you?
- 19 years old
- If hyung calls me then I'm 21 years older than you and the Koreans are calling older than them
Tar smiled
-I know Hyung, I've seen some dramas in secret before
Kook was surprised at how he watched , but he postponed his question and enjoyed Hyung's word from the gentle mouth that gave it a nice flavor.
The two finished their food with kook's clumsy jokes and for the first time Tae had finished his food
Stefan smiled looking from afar
- Finally, the angel regains its shine again
The saying goes
That Paris, the capital of the world, the rest of the world is its suburbs
They stroll around Halle Pajol and Tae was dazzled by what was around him and how beautiful his eyes were
shining brightly in front of him and kook was happy with his cute look and he felt accomplished only
because he drew a smile on his face and made his eyes shine.
In kook's law, happiness is born only for the face
Kook grabbed his hand to see Tae at him
- Now we're going to the library part, which is my best liked place
Tae's eyes sparkle and his hand huged the hand of junkook which made some people smile at them and their cutness
Who is your favorite writer Tae?
-Charles Dickens
-Why?
- He wrote about the reality of his society with full transparency, he did not lie, he did not beautify, but rather he showed it to others, but from the pain of the victim he was bold and did not fear to say this is wrong
-I love him too
Tae used to read books, touch their papers in his hands, he never imagined that he would be near them like this, he used to go in secrecy and hide his books and now they are in
front of him
and in his hands
He looked at Jungkook to approach him, kissing his cheek, and back looking at him deeply
Jungkook forgot to breathe when those lips touched his cheek and his heart twitched badly to see the redhead in front of him
-I wanted to thank you very much for what you do for me and how you waste a day with someone like me
And the angel's words that came out of him junkook held his face between his hands to speak with their eyes directly
- Listen, Tae ... I am enjoying every moment I spend with you and I hope you are also enjoying with me, I do not have pity on you..I'm glad to know a new friend
He approached him to kiss his cheek, too, to let his eyes down shyly
He held his hand to get out of the place
-What do you think about getting to know my friends who are Korean too
-I don't know, I don't integrate easily
Kook frowned with Tae's poetry to say
-Don't be afraid you will merge with them very much
The two walked through the beautiful streets of Paris, and a cook was pointing everything to Tae and
shouting in the street, but what was remarkable was that they never left each other's hand.
Watch the sunset from the Eiffel Tower and Tae flew in the sky with his arms
Jungkook stared at him as he closed his eyes and opened his arms like a bird and the air stirred his fine hair and that beautiful scent infiltrated him with the beautiful scent of vanilla. His innocence was the secret of his charm.
-Votre innocence est charmante ... vous regarder est le plaisir d'être complet
(Your innocence is charming ... and looking at you is a pleasure of completeness)
Tae looked at him questioning his words
-What were those words that you said?
-When you learn French you will know
Tae looked at him with an inquisitive frown, but a naughty kook wouldnot satisfied him with words he want
They went to the coffee shop where Jungkook friends gathered, which is their own
Tae was walking behind kook and clutching the edge of his shirt nervous as he hadn't interacted with a group of people in a long time
Kook sat and Tae sits beside him
-Tae, I introduce you, these are my friends - Jimin, Yongye, Jin, Namjun, and this is Jisoo
Tae smiled at them as they looked at him carefully to let Jimin scream gently frighten Tae
-Oh my goodness, how cute you are !!
Jimin approached, holding Tar's cheek pulled by the one who his cheeks become like a red rose from the surprise touch
-jimin let it go. You scared the boy
Yoongi said it after turning his eyes to that drama
Jimin stood up and sat next to Tae and wrapped his hand around him
-You have no chance, and Tae will be best friends
Jungkook Tae pulled him frowning
-No, Shorty, it's mine alone
-Do not dream, Rabbit, it will be my friend
Everyone laughed at the two quarrels
-Stop monsters, he will be our friend all, I will finally get to know a cute person who is not like you guys
Jisoo said provocatively
-Tae won't love u all he will make me his favourite
Jin said it, and Namjoon nodded in agreement
-Who would you choose?
Kook said
Tae was confused to get up and sit next to Yoongi, as he is the only rational one he found among these madmen
Let everyone laugh at the frowning kook's face and Yoongi fiddles with Tae's poetry
- Good choice, young, they are crazy
-Thank you Hyung
Tae smiled as he found in him something different that looked like someone from his memories, who had his gaze
Everyone started talking and playing and having fun, and then the music started to dance, everyone was happy with that atmosphere a lot
He sees kook who is dancing madly with Jimin
As he looked at them, he felt a terrible feeling, and his heart pulsed strongly
He looked around and his eyes were looking for someone. there was someone looking at him and watching him, and while he turned his head, their eyes met together
His tears fell, his body trembled in panic, and suddenly he disappeared
Tae rose in a tremble, noticed by the seated Yoongi and headed towards the bathroom
Those memories were replayed in his memory, he saw his feel of pain again Cries of pain The death of a violation He felt the world revolving around him He descended on the bathroom floor and did not hear Yoongi's voice shouting
He was unable to breathe, feeling suffocated by death as if his soul was being stripped from within him and those memories were killing him again, he saw all the past from which he felt betrayal and pain
He could hear the voices and distinguish Jungkook's voice, which screams at him anxiously, that he lost all feelings around him as if everything in him was extinguished and lost the oxygen inside.
And Jungkook who is shouting at him but not responding
did not understand what happened to him, he is shivering and suffocating, he is not breathing.
-Jimin, what's going on with him? !!
Jimin looked at the little one whose gasps and attempts to breathe were coming out
To say he was terrified
-I think he's in Jungkook panic
Kook looked at him with eyes wide
-A panic attack !!
Life may give you a way out
But it did not promise to leave you any energy to escape
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