It was just tiredness. Nothing that rest and a good night's sleep didn't help. Cassie fought to contain the failure of the emotions that raged around this man. There was an ocean of hurt.
There was his brother. She just couldn't bear the presence of Philip Morgan to be together in the same environment.
There was Mayra. Cassie remembered every little word.
There was Will. The father who always solved everything. The lord of the ship and a captain, in addition to the elder. Your example is below. The pain... she had looked for him... Of course, there was. If anyone in the world could help, it was Will. And nothing had been quite like that.
Years working in the Armada came to her memory.
The intolerance...
You should at least take a shower... Your smell...
Always with the manias of persecution...
It wasn't right. And it's not even his fault that he's an exclusion in the flawed system. Warnings and absences that had never existed and brought damage to the salary... Full discounts... The conversations every time they passed...
Sticky girl. Don't mix between us.
The damn smell is unbearable...
A sorcerer usually used tear powder. And he cost a small fortune. Friends who had slowly drifted apart. Because just everything happened to her there.
The explanations...
Next year... Next year we will see the possibility...
The dream of having a chance and studying...
Don't be upset. As soon as things get better... I promise you... You'll have the opportunity...
Heavens. It had cost him a fortune and debt. Did you have time at your disposal? When did you see the dream of a different life slip out of your hands with the chance to study? The years passed. No way did she see it that way... Did they expect loyalty from her when it wasn't?
The crew all gathered on the deck in celebration rejoices with the booty when she received nothing. The feeling of humiliation and exclusion... Well, she was also part of the crew. she should have received like any other part of her in the booty...
The only friend I had there
Are you leaving like this? With the truth? Without letting them speak?
Say what exactly if the guilty verdict was already weighing on your shoulders? Talk about the betrayal of someone she once blindly trusted?
She is nobody's friend. You defend so much and you don't even know how bad you talk behind your back. Just yesterday I was praying a thousand curses...
Excessive discounts...she just didn't know how to pay the bills and complaining to Will was out of the question.
-Cassie, look at me...- Richard's voice came from somewhere far away.
How long had they been waiting for the moment when she threw it all into the air... To find out how far someone could stand so much without exploding? And then they complained about their intolerance...
-I...
And that man. The worst betrayal... Knowing that he had had fun... And how fun it must have been to join his friends at the end of the day, telling him about her... The troublesome girl who always got into trouble... unfortunate crazy...
Did they expect her to freak out about so much? The hurt was much bigger... Better just walk away... Why argue? Was it even worth arguing? Had she just winded it up and seen how opportunistic or short she was believed to be? Or out of control?
Bear it all silently and with a smile? The expression of one who saw nothing? Did you hear anything? Had she even tried at first? Hadn't she asked to leave the Estrela crew? Of course, she had and there were reasons...she couldn't at all get used to their ways. The indiscreet conversations and unpleasant comments... Sex was always the sailors' favourite conversation. There was never one to brag about...
-I need...
She looked at Rick irritably, wiping away her tears. Tears were for the weak. Life was tough. It was necessary to go out and swallow the tears and just keep going...
Those were Mayra's words... Knowing that she was nothing more than a reason for jokes and him to stay with his friends bragging about it...
- I need to get back to work. The room here is occupied with guests. If you want a room in the tavern, I can arrange it with the cook.
Rick stood there without action. He saw the girl get out of bed.
-You don't know what you're saying...- she tried to argue.
-I believe captain, your share of fun is over. I liked you and I'm sorry. You and Mayra have fun. Find another fool for fun. I don't want either you or Philip near me. Find another one for fun. And spoil life with your bad jokes.
-You can keep your damn money. Otherwise, you know the difference between a woman..." Cassie sighed."Remember that he told them to offer money?"-I think he's had enough fun for a lifetime.